Riansh FF: BROKEN

Chapter 14

Sometimes what you desire the most does not necessarily need it;

but what you need the most you don't realize it.

"Falling in love, at first sight, is easy. It's like getting hit by lightning. You can't fail to notice it. But figuring out feelings that you don't know you had...Well, that's a different story. You don't know if you got the right person or not and it's as confusing as hell. You hesitate and then you lose the timing. You're left in a state where you can't do anything."

She remembered those words. Kabir was her first love no doubt in it. So when she learned about his betrayal something broke in her. She isn't sure of her feeling for him now but trust was something she always had in him. So when that trust broke a lot of other things broke inside her. Vansh always says that he can forgive anything but not the betrayal of his trust. She did not understand it then but she gets it now when her own trust got broken that so brutally. Knowingly or unknowingly, intentionally or unintentionally she did betray him at one point, or at least she intended to. Isn't that way she came into his life in his house, to begin with in the first place?

Then there is Vansh who had been there for her at the time she needed him the most. Honestly, she never really expected it from him when he protected her and took care of her. The man who says he hates betrayers yet he took care of her even after knowing what she did and intended to do to him in the past. Then what intend to do now with him? What does she want from him? She did not know. Most importantly what does she feel for him now? She wondered because Vansh for sure still harbors feelings for her thought Ragini.

Oh, she can see it. Why else did he take care of her after everything else? Does he expect anything? A future together with her maybe she concluded. Would she go back to him if given the opportunity? If no then there is nothing to think about anymore and if yes is she ready for all the complications and opposition that is bound to arise? Does she wants him or is just grateful to him? Then isn't he married now? Why would he marry someone else if he has feelings for her and what about his wife Riddhima? If Vansh still holds affection for her why did he marry Riddhima? Is he playing some sort of game with either of us? If yes then how is he any different than Kabir? Is she ready to take the risk?

There is also Riddhima, Vansh's wife. She could see Riddhima is a nice girl the way she took care of her even after knowing the relationship she shared with her husband in the past along with their history says a lot about her and the kind of a person she is. Does she know about the feelings of her husband for me? If yes what is her stand in all of this? If not then is she another victim here just like herself? There is just so much and she did not know where to begin with maybe from where it all began Kabir. She needs to meet him and have a talk with him.

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"It felt nice. We should do it more often."

Riddhima said to Sejal with closed eyes head held slightly up basking in the heat of the evening sun slowly going down announcing the end of yet another day and the arrival of the night. With everything that was going on it felt suffocating for Riddhima in the house.

So Sejal took the responsibility of cheering her up upon herself and after taking permission from Dadi both friends came out to the beach for a day out away from the chaos of VR Mansion and its ignorant and self-seeking residents.

"Told ya. All you needed was some fresh air outside the madhouse. It happens anyone can get sick if they breathe polluted and toxic air for too long and god knows how noxious the air of VR Mansion is."