"And he just decided not to show up, Maddison was devistated" you say on the phone to emma complaining about jude "What the hell! Is maddie alright"she asks "yeah shes in bed
now, but she picked out a present and wrapped it herself and wrote him a card, i just feel so bad for her" you moan "yeah its not fair on you or maddison" she agrees "and things where going so well between us like old time and i feel like hes kinda ruined it" you keep saying "he might of had a valid reason" she says "maybe but that doesnt give him the right not to tell me he cant come" you explain "true, i say sleep on it see if he says anything in the morning" she says "alright yeah, Goodnight i love and miss you" you say "you to lils and give maddie a big hug from me" she says before ending the phone callYou wake up to a small arm shaking you "Morning Maddie" you turn over bringing her into a cuddle "Morning Mummy" she says cutley "what do u want this early in the morning Mrs" you ask tickerling her belly "Breakfast! Breakfast!" she says "alright well lets go get you some breakfast" you get up
"weetabix or toast" you ask "ummm...Weetabix please" he says "alright here you go" you say passing her the bowl when theres a knock on the door. You sigh persuming its jude
"Jude im not in the mood to tal.... Oh hey denise sorry i thought you were jude" you say embarrassed "no its fine, jude told me that u wanted me to watch maddison whilst you guys talked" she says wich confuses you "oh urm jude dint tell me, i havent seen him in like2 days" you reply "oh i am so sorry lilly" she says "no no its fine, if u wanted to spend time with maddison you totally can i have some errends to run anyway" you lie "are you sure, i dont want to be a nuisence" she reply's "no your not dont worry about it let me get her ready and shes all yours" you say walking inside
"okay Maddie i will see you later, have a nice day" you say kissing her forhead "what time should i drop her off" denise asks "maybe like 3/4ish if thats okay" you reply "yeah that sounds great" she agrees walking away from the car
"your abit late now" you say to jude as he walks into the house "im sorry lilly" he apologizes "Jude dont say sorry to me say sorry to Maddison she was so upset when you didnt turn up, you promised us both that u would show up and even if they're was a valid reason you could of atleast message and say that you werent comeing" you complain "im sorry, the boys were celbrating my birthday and it conpletely slipped out of my mind and i only realised this morning" he trys explaining "it slipped out your mind? How did your daughter slip out your mind! She was so excited to see you yesterday and she was in tears when we got home and i had to tell her that you werent coming" you complain "how can i make it up to you guys" he begs "right now nothing you can do can make me ever want to be in the same room as you but Maddison you will have to ask her yourself" you explain "alright then, i really am sorry lilly" he says whilst leaving
Sorry for the short chapter next one is bigger xx
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First & Last Love~Jude Bellingham
FanficMe and Jude have known each other since we where little kids,including becoming a teen mum to his child. What will happen when the world finds out about u and your daughter?