Ecstasy of the heart

EPISODE 16 : LOST CONTACT

Told you, busy for anybody but you 

I always think of you, I got no clue

 I wanna talk, see and meet you every moment 

Every day seems old and I am waiting for a new

~Austin

So I thought if I would just resend the friend request the problem will be solved but no.

Now it was showing that the account is invalid.

I still used to wait but ............

I tried messaging but again it was showing that the account is invalid.

But How could I forget the habit of texting?

So there I go messaging him.

I just couldn't contact him at all. I thought I have to wait for an entire month.

After some days

At least 2 weeks were gone without contacting him. 

Soon my dumb brain worked kind of, if I had some mutual friends or some mutual servers with him, I can contact him.

There I go messaging Tara.

"Tara can you join this server by any chance?" I questioned with an hope

"Nope" That was her reply

So I explained her everything and how if she can ask Travis for this, it can help me a lot.

Although she did helped me.

But still I could sense some sort of irritation which she was feeling.

Well my assumptions never go wrong.

She told me how irritated she was .

For what? I don't know honestly

Soon there I could contact him.

Although I didn't wait for an entire month but those days were not less than the month itself.

There were some days left for new session.

Soon came our allocation exam and yeah we both got different batch.

Still I was happy that I can atleast meet him in the breaks but the happiness are never long-lasting. Are they?

His batch reshuffled and Now it was an evening batch.

WOW

Although I still could meet him but in the lunch breaks But was that enough?

For me , Nahh never.

Remember the insecurities?

Haha It vanished , not completely.

I still used to feel insecure or Should I say jealous?

I dunno the perfect word for that.

We often used to talk but in the chats.

Soon months went by and our relationship was stable.

Quite shocking for me haha.

But there we go.

We got some 20 days holidays.

And we got some home-work too . How could teachers forgot that?

I was in a school group for English project.

And there we go discussing about that day and night.

Sooner one of the girl named Tara Barnett.

How should I introduce her? 

Not a close friend of mine and a casual classmate but somehow Important for this novel haha.

Ohh What should I say about her?

Do I hate her?

"NO"

Do I like her?

"No"

Tara Barnett invited everyone to her house for the project.

And I denied .

My introvert ass could never go to anyone house.

And Boy the regret of denying is still there , in the heart of mine.

They all went to her house for the project and I was in my house chilling.

Until I got a message ..

From......Austin

"I saw Selena."

Fuck.My.Life

Short chap but yeah.

Any predictions for Tara barnett?

Xo~