Ecstasy of the heart

EPISODE 17 : YOU LIVE HERE?

On the unfertile ground of my mind

sowed a seed of emotions, Can't rewind

Now you know next but I do not

I don't know myself but you know a lot

They all went to her house for the project and I was in my house chilling.

Until I got a message ..

From......Austin

"I saw Selena."

Fuck.My.Life

"I saw Selena"

There were lot of questions in my mind regarding that.

What?

How?

Why?

When?

Where?

"I saw Selena in my apartment , She was there I guess for work."

"She's in Tara Barnett's room by the way."

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

Now I understand everything.

He saw her in his apartment because she was there for THAT DAMN PROJECT.

and Yes , I denied obviously.

Told my best friends , and boy 

They all were so done and annoyed with me hahaa.

"I know I know I look desperate and annoyed but at that moment I was desperate and annoyed , Hard to accept but yeah that's true."

The next day

Me , Selena , Tara and Tara Barnett agreed on meeting in the campus in evening.

I agreed because I did had some doubts plus I wanted to meet him as it was his last day , we got our vacations earlier than them So , I was almost very free.

I was kinda surprised as Tara Barnett agreed on coming as she usually deny doing so.

I was talking to Andrea.

Oh , Did I mention that she was in his class?

I was in their class talking and enjoying until........

I noticed something.

I kept looking for Austin as he was nowhere to be found .

Suddenly Somebody gently hit me.

That's...That's Austin.

I started talking with him , not a whole long convo but just some casual convo.

And I notice.....

Tara looking at me , kinda irritated and and she was staring him.

I thought it was just some sort of insecurity which I was having that maybe , maybe she likes her but I ignored.

His classes started and with a heavy heart I said bye not for forever but for some time.

We all were studying when Selena suddenly called me.

"Sariba , I..uh.....Tara actually need some advice from you." Selena said

I knew what kind of advice they wanted.

Relationship ones

It was quite annoying of anyone to just ask me relationship advice followed by some words like 

"Oh as you are so experienced."

Like no I am not.

"Sariba , I..uh.....Tara actually need some advice from you."

"As you are so experienced"

"Oh fuck just no " I cussed under my breath

"mhmm go ahead" I said while trying hard to hide my annoyance.

"Tara actually like someone but he is already in a relationship , what should she do?" Selena said while giggling

I felt my instincts kicking and saying "Oh for sure she likes Austin"

But I ignored.

I ignored thinking its just another sort of insecurity.

"Can you explain What kind of relationship they have?" I asked Barnett

I don't know but why I thought of asking this.

"Do they give each other gifts....often?"

According to me , I felt as if two people in a relationship give each other gifts , often but they spend their parent's money not theirs.

Its immaturity.

"I guess no I do not know them this well , so I guess no" she replied

"You just wait because if they have a good relationship , nothing like that will happen." I again replied

"So should I give up?" She questioned in response

"I guess No"

I regret saying so.

After some time

I was in my room binging on some K-drama when I receive a text message.

Him appreciating my presence.

"I love him so much"

We had some random Convo with him explaining everything which happened , How he was sad that I left And 

How I was looking?

That's my favourite one.

I used to feel better about me when he used to appreciate my looks.

And Should I tell something very funny

I used to think I am in a dream because he was too good to be real.

Then I was telling him how Barnett was asking that damn question.

"By the way I predicted a certain thing which is related to Barnett"

"You want to know?"

Somehow predicted the future.

Cliffhanger!

Not a short chap~

Any predictions for Barnett?

XO~