If Only I Told You "I Love You"

CHAPTER 8

CHAPTER 8
Kuroo's Pov

"I love you" i never thought i could say those words to my bestfriend but my confession was too late hes gone..

I used to remember him playing on his xbox early since his parents were gonna take it away i had lots of fun memories with him some sad mostly happy ones i back in 6th grade i told kenma i had a crush on somebody he looked at me in confusion but didnt mind it he was naive because that somebody was him....

If only i got to say goodbye or just say a simple "I Love You" i could be happy but no you left this world without hearing those i touched his face that was soft i then heard a voice hanas voice

"Kuroo lets go now i know your sad but lets go" she said she tried to take me away but no i pushed he back "hana please leave me and kenma alone for a while please" i said begging tears never stop falling from my face "kenma kenma kenma" kenma was all i could think of his golden cat like eyes and black changing to blond hair kenma i wish i could say i love you just one time

A day later

Kuroos parents came to pay their respect and kuroo was still in schock "hello mr and mrs tetsuro" "hello im verry sorry for your lost" said mrs tetsuro the loss was big especially kuroo "how is kuroo doing?" Said mrs kozume "he- hes not doing well he isnt coming out of his room"

3rd Person Pov

Ever since that kuroo hasnt come out of his room the guilt caught him he was guilty hw couldn't say good bye he was guilty his friend his first love left without hearing goodbyes he was guilty for not saying "I Love You"

A few days later kuroo decided to visit kenmas house he was let in by mr kozume and kuroo went upstairs slowly mr kozume said he could take some stuff that kenma had as rememberance kuroo then went to open kenmas wardrobe and saw a diary he then slowly flip the pages

"Dear diary this is kenma its currently 12 dear diary dear diary" it was your normal diary but all the ending kept saying "i wish i could have said i love you" then kuroo flipped at the last page and read it

"Dear diary ive always loved kuroo ever since but now he has a grilfriend not that i have a problem its just that i wish i could have said "I Love You" and the other half was ripped kuroo then felt a tear fall on his cheeks

"Goddamn it kenma you could have just told me that why why" guild still lingers in kuroos heart why was it that hard just to say "I love you" kuroo was crying in pain and the guilt he no longer had a goal to fufill because his only goal was

"To make kenma happy always and say I Love You..."

"I love you kuroo"

The End

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Hope you like this i will add a extra chap to this tommorow but first i need sleep its currently 9pm my sleep schedule is ruined bye love you.....
                                         -youauthorbri♡