TW: DPERESSION, SLIGHT ED, IMPLIED CUTTING
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Third Person
Sam was in his room, all by himself, staring at a wall. He didn't have motivation to do much else. He hadn't eaten food in days. He was ashamed. He should be happy. He shouldn't be in bed, wallowing in self-pity. With that last thought, he sat up. He looked around his room. It was a disaster. Just like his life.
Ponk was in the UK. He couldn't come to the US yet. They were a long-distance relationship. Ponk didn't know how bad it had gotten for Sam, much less Sam's thoughts. Ponk knew Sam was depressed, and that he didn't eat well. Sam had been thinking about things that he knew would hurt his family, friends and partner. But it seemed like the easiest way out of the abyss that was slowly swallowing him whole.
Sam stood up from his bed. As soon as he did this, he became light-headed and everything started going black. He held onto the bed for support, until he felt okay again. He stumbled towards the kitchen. Sam grabbed a couple strawberries from the fridge and went back to his bed, paying down and popping a little bit of one of the strawberries in his mouth.
Sam grabbed his phone off of his bedside table and took a photo of him eating the strawberry. He sent it to Ponk.
You
*sent an attachment*
I ate for the first time in 4 days, they were very yum :)
Ponkie ❤
YAY! I'M SO PROUD OF YOU BABY ILY SO SO MUCH <333
Sam smiled as he finished the strawberries. The next thing to do was to take a shower.
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Will be edited later ofc
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Fanfiction-COMPLETED- Honestly, this ship doesn't get enough recognition, and before you guys say "are they okay with this?!" Sam said that he was fine being shipped with Ponk as long as it wasn't anything weird. Ponk says that he is uncomfortable with NSFW/S...
