SUMMARY - you and levi broke up, calling off your engagement leading him to drink more and you being heartbroken. He shows up after a night of drinking and apologies.
You had levi had been together for a couple of years, and you eventually got engaged to one other. Everything was going fine, well you thought it was, but you were proven wrong when he called off the engagement, leaving the walls of your relationship in ruins and you heartbroken.
It was tough for the both of you, after all you really did love each other, but in the end, it didnt work out. Levi had turned to drinking more to try and deal with it, and you tried your best to get over it through living on the couch consuming questionaly large amounts of your f/f.
You were curled up on the couch in a thick blanket as you heard someone knock at your front door. You got up slowly, stretching and putting down your glass of wine before going to see who was at the door at this hour.
You slowly opened the door, seeing a buzzed looking Hanji and an even more tipsy Levi standing there. Hanji's arm was wrapped around Levi's body, seemingly keeping them both upright and balanced.
"y/n! Ah! I may have encouraged Levi to partake in some serious drinking which may have lead to him drinking storoger alcohol and um now he's really off his face... um, here you go!" Hanji yelled, pushing levi into your arms. He winced as she did, rubbing his temples to ease the spinning environment. You wrapped your arms gently around his body, helping him walk into your home and down to the couch,where he sat with his head in his hands. You went back to the front door to talk more to Hanji, but to your surprise, she was already halfway down the road, skipping away. You shut the door, leaning against it and slowing shaking your head. It stung seeing him again, as it just reminded you of all the memories, good and bad.
You went and got a glass of water, before moving to hand it to him and taking a seat. He took it with both his hands and had a sip, before putting it down on the coffee table.
"Im so sorry for leaving you y/n.." he muttered, looking down at his feet. He felt guilty for how things ended, he still loved you, he always had loved you but he felt as that he got to close, and he didnt want you to get hurt in return to being someone close to him. He moved his hand to rest on your knee, slowly stroking it with his thumb.
"Levi... you can't do that to me.. you left remember, and you can't just come back and touch me how you did when we were together" you sighed, swatting his hand away with a sad look. Levi shuffled closer, leaning his head on your shoulder.
"im sorry y/n..i shouldnt of left you. I was scared..scared of me losing you, and scared of me hurting you." please just let me try and make it up to you, please let me stay the night.." he asked, looking up and staring into your eyes.
You didnt know what to do. You still had feelings for him, but you didnt want to end up getting hurt and grasping onto any strands of hope that still remained, so would you let him stay the night?.
"fine.. you can have my bed..i'll have the couch" You say rubbing your eyes. Levi looked at you, not really expecting you to actually let him stay.
"no..please just let me sleep in bed with you tonight, just this once and i'll be out by tomorrow. I don't want to be alone" he whispered. You hesitantly agreed, as you could tell how vulnerable and down he was. Feeling unsure, you helped him up and walked into your bedroom.
"stay here, i'm going to get ready for bed. Just make yourself comfortable". You said, picking up some clothes and turning and walking towards the bathroom. Getting dressed into you f/p (fav pjs), you stared at yourself in the mirror, taking some deep breaths. You felt weirdly anxious. Levi wouldn't try anything in his current state, and your plan was to fall asleep on the side of the bed, facing away from your past lover.
Levi was still sitting on the foot of the bed when you came out from the bathroom.
"Ok...well im ready for bed.. I think some of your clothes might be in my cupboard, you can help yourself." you chuckle, tying to lighten the feels of your own anxiety as levi slowly stands up and walks over to your dresser.
He pulls out a white singlet top and sweatpants, walking over to the bathroom to get dressed, leaving you by yourself. He walked out soon after before taking a seat on the side of the bed.
"you can lay down.. and you don't need to be squished to the side of the bed", you muttered, looking at him.
"thank you..for letting me stay" he said, nodding and laying down on his back next to you. You took a deep breath as you felt him intertwine his hand in yours.
"Y/n, im sorry..I miss you, a lot and i don't know what to do with myself when i'm not with you. I love you, and i always have and I always will..They say drunken words are sober thoughts, and i don't want to be without you again." he said, avoiding eye contact, staring at the ceiling above.
"levi...I never stopped loving you.. ,but i can't do this again if your going to leave. We'll talk about it in the morning when you've sobered up so i know that you actually mean it. I don't want to be given false hope, and end up hurt again". you said, starting to feel tears pric in your eyes. You didnt expect what he said, so it made you a little emotional, as it hurt, it stung so much as you didnt know if he's sober thoughts were drunk words really did mean anything. You didnt want to fall into a cycle of having no hope, hope, to no hope again and it pulled at your heart. Did he really mean what he said? what if it was a just 'in the moment' type of thing?.
You both laid in silence, you hands tangled together. You felt his hand let go as you started to drift off to sleep, till you felt him pull you close to him, to rest your head on his chest.
"Im happy to wait till whenever. I just want you to know that I want you back" he muttered, as the smell of alcohol lingered on his breath still.
"Let's just wait till morning.." you whispered, as you felt his heart beat slow as he also started to drift, and matching your breathing to his, you soon drifted off as well.
What the future held for both of you was uncertain, but you both did love each other still, but it was left in fate's hand on what would happen next.
END OF CHAPTER 23 - *sorry that took so long to publish, i'm still sick*
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