Journey To Happiness

Moving on - Day one 11.07

Morning Entry -

Woke up this morning from a dream about him, made me feel much worse. Kept looking at my phone to see if he had messaged again which of course he did not.

Kinda ignored him last night since i was in a bad mood which I would say is for the best. He had a job interview today which I'm super excited for him about but yet I need to try not to invest myself too much.

Going to try and focus on me today and what makes me happy. Going to enjoy work as much as I can and then go home, get my washing done (finally) and then play some Diablo.

Not going to ignore him today but going to stay safely distant without making it too obvious. Maybe see if I can make some new friends again.

Evening entry -

Work went fairly well, finished in a really good mood but as per usual didn't last very long I guess.

Decided to play some diablo when I got home as I was looking at some really cool builds but I just couldn't get into it an lost interest. Liam was disappointed as he is enjoying it and wanted to play with me

Feel like shit now since there's nothing else he enjoys doing with me so guess that ain't going nowhere.

Currently sat watching some murder investigation videos, little bit bored so may just sleep as I don't feel like doing much else. Just wishing I could snuggle up to Liam...