I wish I could vanish far from here ——
The drift — is very unruly hard to control so pulling to get out and switch reality's wish I could just, just vanish .————————————————————
As — night turns to day and the old becomes new I can't stop but think of you
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As I'm getting ready for school I can't help to think about what Alice had said to me it hit a nerve but I'm yet to calm in my own wisdom to let it actually take it that far
I pull out a white long sleeve tee and some dark blue denim shorts and a few gold pieces of jewelry with some white Nikes that are old but I never wear em I got so much shoes and cloths it's gettin chaotic in here such a big house yet a small mind
After I put on my outfit I put my curly hair into a bun with a little leave out hair in the back
I do my morning routine and grab my phone and headphones then head out
I decided to take there motorcycle to school because she wanted to feel something even if it was a bit of a rush at that.
The — brown skinned girl wanting that extra rush she takes one hand off the handle and hold her hand out for the air to rush past in between her finger gliding in between her hair making it dry faster
I pull up to school and I see the Cullens in a group staring at me with their golden eyes yes so dark that seem to swallow people not me though
Over ratedI look at them and raise my eyebrow
And park my stuff as I'm pulling the stick down so my shit don't fall over i see a red truck pull in by some jock
I'm guessing he's talkin shiBy the way his friends start laughing at his wtv he said to the girl as I turn around I see jasper and Alice behind me I take off my helmet and gloves and shake my hair hoping it's not frizzy
As I turn a turn around I realize other people were staring at me surprised the two Cullen members step up to me
And some people calling me hot at thatI see the pixie smiling at me arm in arm with jasper I'm just so curious did I get hotter over the summer or what.
Sage did you think about what I talked to you about the gold eyed girl said to me
I fold my arms as if Im thinking uh sure wtv even if I truly felt as if I didn't want to.
Great — the Cullen said and took my hand and put my arms with hers I stumble a bit not realizing the strength of the girl
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Time skip ⏭️
I assure you it gone be fine sage
Jasper says accent rolling off his tounge he looks at me and gives me a side hug I give in and give him a hug backTimes has past and jasper arm is over my shoulder to my protest of him letting me go even if I found comfort with him doing so
I was gonna skip but Alice caught me and told jasper to keep and eye on me since she had a different period than us.
•Why — do we have to go to class right now I said , maybe cause u need to learn jasper said
Bro I'm literally already smart u learn things everyday by staying my ass in bed
Ok sage it'll be alright i know that small brain can't talk to much in at a time I mean he wasn't wrong but don't make it sound so offensive at that Maine
But why do you not like going to school besides learning and the rude teachers jasper asked arm now on one of my shoulders and confused look upon his face as in he's deep in though
I don't know sometimes I just wanna disappear or vanish far from here
When I say sometimes I mean all the timeJasper just nodded not really thinking deep on it but did he notice it was a cry for help.
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FanfictionThe girl who's always in another reality never really here