FINDING YOU

back story pt.4

So it was a really cold night I started thinking about he's words that he said before leaving I am so scared of him his is an literal phycopath and who knows how many girls suffer from this situation like me I feel really bad about them
I was sobbing really hard that my eyes goes red my tears was coming out more then I drank water I was literally hating myself for being beutiful
But after a while however I slept
As always I heard a loud noises in the mansion and I heard moaning on door next to me it was open a little so I cheaked whats happening and shit !!!
I saw that Ryan was fucking 4 girls (the maids) whole room was smelling like semen and it was on over their body and room I was literally so disgusted that i wanted to puke the saw me and said : wanna join
I covered my mouth with my hands and run to my room and puke on myself I was smelling so bad
I have nothing to do with it

I was all alone in the room thinking what the f am I doing here it was a really cold night I never felt that much coldness then before I was freezing to death I don't have anything with me to cover myself so my hands were covering my legs i thought I am gonna die but that's much better then live with him ...

After a while I heard a bang at my door it was him
He came inside his eyes were looking much colder then my body temperature
He was glaring at me I was scared what he'll do
He was getting closer to my face I was breathing heavily
He smelled the puke on body
He said wtf u did to your self

I said : it's been many days I didn't even showered from days and actually......when I saw u like that i was disgusted i wanted to puke so I did....

He was giving me a confusing look he said u puke when u see me ???Am I ugly? U literally dared to talk to me like that?
I said no no u are not ugly I was just.....shoked to see u like that ...

You were looking wild ...
He said Whatever !
He grabbed my hands and started to undress me I said I didn't do anything why are u doing this I feel cold !
He didn't even listened to me
And said that's the problem u didn't done anything yet!
I was naked and he grabbed me and we both walked to the bathroom area

He undress himself too I covered my face again becuz I don't want to see that again he said are u are still shy don't u remember what we done these days? He told me to sit he see that i got so much scars on my body he rubbed natural liquid medication on them and said
And said u should've say that u are injured...
I can't believe this man can be like this ???
I didn't say anything
He said I am not going to do anything to u just wash your body I am right here doing the same
I was literally feeling so awkward about bathing and looking at each others body
I was done with bathing he gave me very fancy clothes to wear and said go to bed !
While I was laying on my bed I was thinking about how well he treated me but still what he done before this is not acceptable!

As days passed i started to notice that he is being physical with maids more than me ! He didn't do anything to me from days ! Now I have to make a plan to escape from this place
Soo one day he was didn't return to home yet it's been 2 days ! So I decided while every one sleeps I'll run to exit as fast as i could!
So every one was sleeping it was an stormy night I was walking silently so no one could hear me ! I was about to run 2 maids saw me !