FINDING YOU

back story.pt.9

Ryan was laughing at them I was in shock when I saw them like that  my body freezed  my eyes filled by tears I felt something really terrible going to happen
Ryan : so this is our fun
Me: what fun ? And why are they tied up on the chair like that ?
Ryan : I did it ?
Me : why?
Ryan:  remember?  They were mAking fun of me! (Aggressively)
Me : what? Ahhh Ryan please don't be like this ! Why you take things seriously??????They laughed it's okay they are also human ! Please forgive them !
Ryan: (gave a  death stare to me ) hey shut your mouth they are not allowed to laugh I didn't heir them for this ! And I don't think they respect me !
Me : crying* Ryan please don't do this( I hold his arms begged him for mercy but he pushed me away )
Ryan: hey! don't come here ! Don't interfere in my things
Me: they didn't done anything wrong !
Ryan : my self respect is really precious to me ! Step aside if u want to live !!!!!
My body hit by the wall I crawl to him and grabbed his legs and begged him to let them go! 
He grabbed my hand I stood up !  And okay then help me !
Me : what help do u need? 
Ryan : (laugh) help me to kill them
Me: whatttt? Ryan please leave them I beg you !!!!
Instead of doing this all why don't we have fun ?? Why are you wasting time on them ????

(He paused for a moment and glared at me )

Ryan: look don't be bossy !
I know what I am doing right now don't you dare to teach me ! I am in a bad mood right now so just do what I told you to do !
Me: Ryan please clam down !!
He gripped my arms and said you doing what I am saying or else you want to die????
I begged him to let go of me
He aggressively pulled me and made me sit on a chair in front of those maids he tied like them as well
I started scream I thought he will kill me too.
Ryan: he smirked and said hey don't Worry look I am not going to kill you!
This is your punishment to stop me to kill them that's it just sit here and have fun my darling!
He stuff cloth in my mouth I couldn't make any sound I was sweating like hell I couldn't even say a word my throat was paining
I couldn't even move my body was getting numb.
I saw Ryan was fuc*ing them like an animal they were suffocating he sliced their skin flesh he was cutting their body like an animal ! He was hitting them with a belt very hard! They were almost died I was getting unconscious I could never forgot what I saw after meeting him I felt guilty for those maids all this happen just because of me !
I collapse.
When I woke up I saw those made was no more .....
Their body fall apart in small pieces the floor filled with blood those smell was very awful I felt guilty for not saving them
I was still sitting in the middle of that room for 1hour  I was staring on those body parts I could never imagined someone can be like this I regret living in this world where humanity doesn't even exits
This guy is unexpected!!
After 1 hour he came and said
Ryan :  woke up already?you know you were unconscious for about 3 days thank god you are alive ! (Sign)
He Removed that cloth from my mouth and said okay now I want to hear your sweet voice!
Me:I sobbed and said why are you doing this I am hurt( in a low voice)
Ryan I don't care whatever you say finally you're awake by my treatment!
Me: what treatment?
Ryan : huh( laughed) I gave you my special white soup to give you some energy to your body of course I don't want my darling to die I have to do something to keep you alive right?? So I did !
Me: I puked on myself already!
Ryan: awww you're such a cutie look I can't even say you were  unconscious for 3 days you still look Soo fine I guess you got enough kids inside!
I glared at him
Ryan: hey stop ! Only I have rights to do that
He untied me and lifted my body with his huge hands
He undressed me and I was on his laps in the bathtub we were sharing that I was still feeling numb
He kissed my back and touched as if I am an object to play with !
I was having an straight face I couldn't feel anything anymore all I was thinking about was that 1 hour in that messy room that smell that scenario which going to give nightmare for sure !
I messed up everything I need to clean this !this guy literally  intimate everywhere!
Ryan : hey sweet heart what are you thinking about ????? Is it me??
Me: stop being like this Ryan you know what u doing I am here just because of you you are more cruel than the world an animal have more Mercy than you could have !!
He choked me to death! But he let go his hands off me as soon as I started to turn blue
Ryan: heyy stop testing me okay I can kill you in a second but I don't want to loose you
You already know how much anger I got and yeah I wanted you so I could do anything to have you ! And remember I already told you since the day you entered in this mansion every breath you take is mine as soon you get my point is better!
If you try to run from here remember what I did to those bitches who laughed at me we get off from that bathtub and he dried me  did some medication! And dressed me
And took me to my room and started to cook their body for me I was in my room thinking about suicide but I got some responsibilities from now I have to save those maids who are still here
This demon gotta be diminished by me ! I have to do this !
Ryan: hey come down darling I cooked something special for you he scream and (he's voice was echoing in the mansion)
I came down and sat on the chair
He bought a bowl of a soup
With a big smile he Pat on my head and said
Ryan: here you go my dear I made something very delicious!