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Bella pov

we  were all sitting  silently at the dining table. Neither of us said anything  after Jin told me everything

"Bella...please say something." Jin begged.

"What do you expect me to say? " I said

"Anything." He answered, a desperate look on his face.

"Is there anything else you need to tell me?" I asked, waiting for him to reveal the truth about his mafia.

He didn't say anything for a moment, before shaking his head as  no

" Where did you went today " Namjoon asked, I now remembered that I ran away to fing jung-mi without telling them

" To meet my friend " I said plainly not showing any emotions

" Umm could we ask you why did you have a panic attack?? " Jungkook asked looking ate

" I am sorry we are not that close to share our personal talks " I said and With that, I stood up straight and began leaving the room. But then I heard jin calling  me, I turned around to let him speak.

"You'll start school tomorrow with jimin , tae and kook" He said

I went upstairs to my bedroom, and changed my clothes, everything that I was told today was going in my mind

I laid down on my bed and immediately sink into the softness of the mattress.

The tears that were in my eyes could no longer be held back , it was a way of presenting the pain I was truly feeling. For years, all I had longed for was a mother to love me, to hold me when I fell down, to tuck me into bed after a long day at school. All I simply wanted was a mother's love; and it was not given to me , all I was given was the total opposite

I wanted to have a family. A big one with a loving mom , a caring dad who would save me from mom's scolding, brothers to play with me and a small puppy that I could adore, that's all I wanted, but I couldn't get what I wanted but now I have a small family it doesn't have a caring kom and a loving dad but my brothers are enough

Jin is like a mom, looking after everyone, yoongi like a dad strict but soft, and the rest loves joking around. It was all I craved for

I think I should give them a chance

With that I fell asleep


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