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BAE YI NA POV:

Bila teringat tragedi semalam, agak mengejutkan sebenarnya. Semata-mata aku ingin dapatkan perhatian aku sanggup korban nyawa. Jangan risau. Aku pun sudah sihat. Kembali ke sekolah seperti biasa. Dalam perjalanan memasuki kelas dan melihat ramai yang berlari masuk ke kelas aku. Aku pun tak tahu kenapa.
(When I remember yesterday's tragedy, it's quite surprising actually. I just want to get attention, I'm willing to sacrifice my life. Do not worry. I am already healthy. Back to school as usual. On the way to class and saw many people running into my class. I don't even know why.)

"Yu Na ah! Aku dengar kau hampir jatuh semalam dari balkoni betul ke?" Kata Yemi kepada Yu Na.
Aku pun pelik kenapa ramai dekati Yu Na hari ini. Pelajar yang lain pun masih bertanya soalan yang sama dengan Yemi. Terutamanya, Yemi si pembuli Yu Na juga.Pelajar yang lain pun masih bertanya soalan yang sama dengan Yemi. Aku akan penonton drama ini. Jadi aku tahu lah semua watak yang ada.
("Yu Na ah! I heard you almost fell off the balcony last night, right?" Yemi said to Yu Na.
I also wonder why so many students are approaching Yu Na today. The other students are still asking the same question to Yu Na. Especially, Yemi is Yu Na's bully as well. I was watching this drama. So I knew all the characters.)

"Aku sihat saja. Yi Na selamatkan aku" Yu Na terus memandang aku ketika baru hendak masuk ke kelas.
("I'm fine. Yi Na save me" Yu Na kept looking at me when I was about to enter the class.)

"Yi Na?" Yemi terus memandang ke arah aku. Aku balas memandangnya.
("Yi Na?" Yemi kept looking at me. I looked back at her.)

"Aku lega. Kau tak cedera. Ini buku latihan aku. Semalam ada latihan yang seonsaeng bagi waktu kau dekat hospital semalam" Yemi menyerah buku kepada Yu Na. Aku sedikit pelik terasa bila melihat itu. Hari itu aku juga pernah bertanya Yemi untuk tahu latihan matematik. Tetapi Yemi tidak beritahu kerja rumah matematik kepada aku. Kenapa?
("I'm relieved. You're not injured. This is my exercise book. Yesterday there was a homework for when you were near the hospital yesterday" Yemi handed the book to Yu Na. I felt a little strange when I saw that. That day I also asked Yemi to know math homework. But Yemi didn't tell me the math homework. Why?)

"Gomawo yo Yemi yah" tiba-tiba Yu Na memaling ke belakang dan menghadap aku. Dia memberikan senyuman. Aku masih dengan muka biasa dan aku langsung rasa tak ada perasaan. Aku juga masih rasa pelik. Yu Na pula tiba-tiba memberi layanan kepada Ye Mi dengan baik sekali. Mungkinkah Yemi tidak membuli Yu Na lagi?
Aku juga ingin katakan aku sangat berasa hati kerana tiada seorang pun rakan sekelas aku (selain Yunho dan Yu Na) bertanya tentang keadaan aku. Betul aku memang tidak wujud.
("Thank you, Yemi" Yu Na suddenly turned back and faced me. She gave a smile to me. I still have a normal face and I don't feel any emotion at all. I still feel strange. Yu Na suddenly treated Ye Mi very well. Could Yemi not bully Yu Na anymore? I also want to say that I feel very sad because none of my classmates (except Yunho and Yu Na) asked about my condition. That's right, I don't exist.)

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Aku pergi ke tandas untuk membasuh muka. Tidak sangka Yu Na juga ada di dalam tandas.
(I went to the toilet to wash my face. Didn't think Yu Na was also in the toilet.)

"Gomawo yo. Aku hargai pertolongan kau. Aku tak boleh katakan ayat ini depan mereka. Mungkin dorang akan rasa pelik kalau aku tegur kau" itu adalah ayat yang dikeluarkan dari mulut Yu Na.
("Thanks. I appreciate your help. I can't say this sentence in front of them. Maybe they will feel weird if I talk with you" that was the sentence that came out of Yu Na's mouth.)

"Eo. Gwaenchanha" aku tidak mampu membidas kata-kata itu. Aku sudah nampak bahawa Yu Na juga tak sudi mendekati aku. Dia mungkin juga rasa aku ini tak berapa penting untuk dia, walaupun dia rasa aku ini wujud.
("Oh, it's okay" I not able to replied that words. I already saw that Yu Na didn't want to approach me either. She may also think that I am not that important to her, even though she thinks that I exist.)

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