THE ONE

part 9

Pete pov:- 
It being two months since the  marriage . But they're  no process in my & Vegas relationship.

But there's more pain
how will you  feel when you got person you love, who also your mate, your alpha  but only in front other people.

For Vegas I am his last choice or might not not even in his  choice list.
Vegas  never did single thing alpha should do Or say  any think.
Vegas never even introduced me as his omega.
I mean i not mad at him I    barely can call myself omega.
Omegas are beautiful, cute, nice people who do think their alpha like  ,  move over they can make  alpha happy, they can satisfied they with their body, they can give them  baby.

Thing a would never able to do that i used thik that if their love other things doesn't matter  like body, gender, face, fertility.

     But  i forget for love it does no love ugly,  not so good body, gender does define your bond loyalty,if you don't have this things their no love .

Vegas only spek with me in public or infornt media, people might see our relationship as lovely dovely
But behind door not single  thing happened.

It's making me Suffocated this not life I want but this was just about my heart my feelings   but my body making it hard for me  some time i feel I am dying the pain more I don't no what happening to me.

Even though I am medical  students. Because my brothers and our business I never give attention to my  body .

My schedule was like waking up early  making  them food it not necessarily but i like cook for them, after breakfast I go to college according my class Or partical .

I know form the start the going to media and ruining business will hard to I did take  2 years gap   but  i still have to mange both thing.  

Running a business , rising two young omega brother will chosen hard course like medical is hard.
But my mom want me to be doctor so dies I.

Form  all this my hectic secluded I never chances to   take care my self. Follow my passion or think about my hobbies.

It's not like I never go to
Omega specialist for my problem my grandma take me their. After her death when I didn't have my heat at 20 . I did go check my body which say I pretty normal.
But even after 24 I didn't get heat  now I started to understand maybe  I  couldn't have  heat or any omega  things.
I did go omega specialist  doctor this time to know real reson, now I may understand it because I am studying medical  .

I did whole body check which say I am omega   I have underdeveloped uterus that fully developed when you get heat .

My brain have all hormone gland  for   a omega to have  I also have I faint  smell like other omegas but still I not fully omega.

My stomach pain like hell for 2- 3 day. I also got chest pain I don't why but my chest  pains like it having heart attack.
Couple day ago I had really bad pain in my chest in meeting.
I feel I was going to die.  My head also spain,  some time a feel   I will fainted  .
  I don't what happened to did I  have cancer or does my emotions make me sticks this all things increase by time.
It doesn happened to me for couple of years but recently  after marriage  it increase   so much.
  That  was it  when  week early  in the morning I find out I was bleeding for no reason.  It was not    pinkish red it was dark red in colour I don't get hurt.
That make things this   some kind big  disorder  or people are true I am rotten, curses person. I may affected other people too. ....

May be I will died. But  I don't want died. At lest not now   after my brothers marriage or maybe after I see my brothers baby  .  I will not created any harm or dangerous to them.  I will just watch them form distance . I will not go close to them I don't want them get my cruse.

This  thought capture my mind form week . I know I only marry to Vegas for 2 month.  But  if I die  I hope Vegas will with his omega who he want or he love.

I am  keeping distance form people form couple of day  . I spend more time in college, office with my brother.  I want  died with people that at least care for me.

   If I died in our room maybe mads will find out after 2- 3 days  ....
  With all pain in heart and body I finally go in  our house  it is 1.46   am in morning .
I saw Vegas   constantly calling someone  he have tense  emotions on his face  . My in law was waiting  for someone. Also tense.
Did Vegas didn't even wait for me died  did he bring his omega  is he alred pregnant  . I this because they all are watching me like pit. I   did drunk  that why I can see my brother here's.
Vegas pls throw me out  at night without my brothers  I don't want them feel piti for me.   ......

  My head is hurting  form all thoughts my body is full pain.  My heart already  broke.  
But then I saw Vegas  coming over me and shouting  .
Why is he shouting   I can't take it any more my  eyes are getting close. All I can see in black in front them. Maybe I am dying. .......

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  What you think  happening to pete  did he going to die   .
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