𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐂𝐄𝐃 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐆𝐄 || [ 𝐉𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍 𝐅𝐅 ]

|| ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ ||

Kim Y/n's P.O.V.

After sulking around this three floor opulent mansion which is my home or currently a beautiful cage that is big enough to keep me in it. For two weeks , I felt like crying.

The first week, I haven't stepped out of my room even for food! But Ms. Marry (our housemaid, but she is like an aunt to me.) always sends me my meal in my room daily.

The second week, I started working online but because of that boring meeting, I am hungry but it's not even time for lunch and my stomach couldn't stop screaming at me for food.

After my little tummy's pleading, I thought to give in at least for my tummy. Taking baby steps to the kitchen I stole food for my little tummy. It was a surprise as the plate was already packed with the foods I like.

I know, I am lucky! After filling my empty, growling, whining stomach. I fell back on my bed to sleep. The best thing is I don't want to get up from my bed. Now I know why Suga Oppa loves his bed so much.

I don't want to hear my mother's morning bickering! The third week, I badly wanted to get away from my room and this palatial mansion.

[ DINNING ROOM ]

So here I'm sulking in front of my dad.

I miss my Soojin baby! I want to see her!

I was sitting and playing with the food on my plate as the little green peas are the most interesting thing on the Earth.
I heard my father clearing his throat. Ignoring him, I started preparing my speech.

This is your chance Kim Y/n, you can do it! You are very talented! Show your acting skills!

I thought.

Y/n: *Sighed* Who cares for you, Y/n? You are all alone in this world, my dear! What to do? There is no one to take care of you! Everyone is busy while someone locks you and cages you in your room. Such a selfish world! What to do? No one is there to ask me if I'm okay or not? No one is there to set me free! Have I done something bad? All I want is to lose myself for a night! Who cares for my happiness? I'm all alone in this world!

I spoke to myself as I looked up at the ceiling of our dining room.
I wiped the imaginary tears that left my eyes.

Mr. Kim: Y/n~
My father called out, softly.

Y/n: No dad. I have done unforgivable sin. Allmighty father forgives me for my sin. I deserve it, dad.
I said as I wiped my silent tears that were now falling out from my eyes.

Mr. Kim: Kim Y/n!
He called out again and loudly.

Y/n: Don't stop me, dad. I'm a sinner! I deserve it! No one cares for me in this selfish world! I'm all alone...I'm unlucky.
I continued with my acting as I continued wiping my imaginary tears.