TWISTED DREAMS

4. Dahlia

I hate complicated people. People who hide who they are behind the mask. People who refuse to accept reality and run away from it.

Instead of running away, why can't they just face it and accept whatever the result will be?

Dad taught me one and the most important thing, which is-

Never regret your decision.

Whatever it is. Do it with confidence and prepare yourself for the results.

And that's who I am. I don't hold fear of my doings. I don't hide who I am. And I never run away from the reality. Never.

I repeat, never.

"You've been quiet for straight twenty minutes and I'm shocked why?" Sylvia said, observing my face with her big pairs of prettiest eyes. "No wait. The real question is how?"

"I'm not quiet." I said looking at my pizza slice. It was barely finished. Where is your head at Dahlia?

"You are." Sofia observed too. "Since you're back with cold drinks, you're acting weird."

"I was thinking." I spoke the truth instead of talking in circles. "About Jeremy."

"About Jerry?" Sofia surprised.

"Yes. He is such a complicated person. Don't you think, Sofi?" I stretched on the couch when Sylvia turned the volume of the TV down.

"He is. But why would you suddenly think that? Did he say anything to you downstairs?" Sofia worried. "He isn't someone who'd be rude to someone but did he?" Her siren eyes widen.

He wasn't rude. He was rough.

He kissed me like an addicted drinker would drink an alcohol.

He taste my lips like he never tasted anything before.

"No. He wasn't rude." I got up from the couch and walked to kitchen with remaining pizza slice. I was still surrounded by Jeremy's thoughts.

Now even more that I kissed him again.

We got some past incidents.

Incidents that makes us awkward. Well, I'm not awkward but he is. He avoids me, ignores me and change his way every time he sees me.

And I hate it.

I don't like people ignoring me for no reason. We kissed once and it was three years ago. Nothing ever happened between us after that.

Then why is he still awkward? Why is he still ignoring me?

Jeremy Chen was always been this quiet, private and exclusive person. He barely talks to anyone of us. Even on our family vacations. I don't know what happened to him but he is even more private now.

Urgh! Stop thinking about him!

But I was the one to kiss him again. That was a reckless decision but he bruised my ego by ignoring me at my own house. How dare he? I didn't do anything wrong and he has no right to ignore me for no fucking reason.

So I kissed him.

He couldn't ignore me when my lips crashed on his bloody lips. He couldn't ignore me when I bite off that wet, sweet tongue. He couldn't fucking ignore me when his cock was hardening under my thighs.

He shouldn't have ignored me in the first place.