Secrets. (BoyxBoy.)

Months later. (8)

(Theo's Pov.)

[Keep out. Theo's journal.]

It had been four months since that asshole raped me. I've forgotten mostly about it but still wake up in the middle of the night, terrified. Cameron and I have been getting even closer. We both turn 17 soon, Him in August and me in October. Oh! And Matthew even got put into jail, for 3 counts of sexual assault, uhm and apparently he also put this girl into the hospital and is in a coma, so he's locked up for 4 years. I'm glad he's going to be there for so long. He deserves to rot in there. And I've also made friends with one of the girls he assaulted, I feel so horrible for her, she had it so much worse than I did. If it weren't for Cameron and Lillie I bet you I wouldn't be here. And the girl, her name is Allyson, she's really sweet. She also loves a form of skating! She loves to ice skate, she said before she moved to here she lived in Minnesota and she could ice skate every winter. Apparently it's super cold there, she said we should visit Minnesota. I'm not sure though, I don't like the cold all that much. I'd rather it be fall if it was going to be cold. Snow just is not my thing. I feel a pair arms snake around my body. I yelp. It was Cameron. "Screw you." I say. He laughs. "You coming?" He asks. "Where? I wasn't listening I had my ear buds in." I say. I close my journal. He rests his chin on my shoulder with his arms around my waist. "To the park, Ally's coming." He says. "I guess, what about Lillie?" I ask. "Yeah. And is it okay if Ty and Q come?" He asks. I nod. I lean back into his chest. He lets go and walks away. I get off of the stool I was sitting on. I put my journal into my backpack and take my skates out. "Theodore!" Mom yells. "Coming!" I yell. I run downstairs. "Don't leave your friends waiting like that." She says. "Sorry." I say. "It's okay." She says. She kisses my cheek. "Have fun amor." She says. "Bye Ma!" I say. I run outside. Cam pulls me against his lower half. "Cameron!" I yell. He laughs. Lillie giggles. I glare at him. He's still holding onto my hips. "Can you let me go?" I ask. "Hmmm.. Nope~" He's clearly flirting. "I'll give you a kiss." I say. He turns me around. I kiss his cheek. He pulls me into a hug. He kisses my head.

(At the skate park.)

Cameron went off to skate with Willow, Tyler and Quinn, while I am skating with Lillie and my other friend Chase, Allyson is watching, since she fell and got hurt. Chase is actually Allysons brother. "You good, Alls?" Chase asks. "Yeah, but I think I'm going to head home." She says. He goes over to her. "Bye guys!" Chase says. "See ya!" I say. "Bye!" Lillie says. We wave to the duo. "I'm gonna go find Cameron." I say. "Okay." She says. I set off to find Cameron. "Cam! I'm gonna go home!" I say. He walks over to me. "Why so early?" He asks. "I don't know. But Ally and Chase are heading home." I say. "Okay, do you want me to walk you home?" He asks. "Uhm.. yeah." I say. "Okay." He says. He and I walk to my house. Once we reach my house I stop. "Uhm.. Thank you." I say. "No problem." He says. I kiss his cheek before making my way inside. He just stands there. I laugh. He starts smiling while walking away. I close the door and walk into the kitchen. "Hey, mama." I say. "Oh! Hello! Are you hungry? I'm making tacos." Mom says. "Starving." I say. "Well you came home just in time because there almost ready." She says. "Oh! And will you get you sister's and your dad?" She asks. I nod. "Gracias." She says. I walk into the living room quietly. I sneak up on Minnie and start tickling her. She starts laughing. "Stawp! Stawp!" She says. "It's dinner time little munchkin." I say. "Yay!!" She says. I look around  for Ellie. "Is Ellie in her room?" I ask. Minnie nods. She jumps over the couch and runs over to mom. I run upstairs. I knock on Ellie's door before opening it. "Hell- Oh! Hey Moli!" I say. Moli waves. "What do you want?" Ellie asks. "It's dinner time." I say. "Ok, go away now, dork." She says. "Fine, Fine, goodbye." I say. I close the door. I assume dads in his office so I go there. I knock on the door. "Dad?" I ask. "Yes?" He asks. I open the door. "It's dinner time." I say. "Thank you, son." He says. I nod. Before I get to close the door he stops me. "Wait. We need to talk, Theo." He says. "About?" I ask. "That boy." He says. "His name is Cameron." I say. "Well, we need to talk about him." He says. "Okay." I say, nervously. I walk into his office. "It is clear there's something going on between you and him, and that is perfectly fine! But, I just want you guys to know that please use a condom, even though you can't get pregnant, just please, still use one." He says. I cover my face in embarrassment. Oh my god, he really just told me that. And he thinks we're dating?! Oh my god. "Dad- Cameron and I aren't even a thing." I say. "Oh- heh- are you gay though?" He asks. "Yes." I say. "Okay." He says. "But please still-" I cut him off. "I know dad." I say. I giggle as I walk out of his office. He follows me downstairs.