sorry it took me so long to make this part 😥😥 my boyfriend scolded me about how silly I was being 😝😝 pls forgive me 🤡
The moonlight shimmered on them as they shared a passionate kiss. This whole scene was perfect, he was perfect, you were perfect. Or, so you thought. Chonny pulled away from the kiss, feeling ashamed.
"What's wrong chonny?"
You asked, feeling his bicep. He looked nervous, or maybe even a little bit upset.
"Chonn-"
"I don't know if we can date." He said to you with a heavy sigh.
You frowned as you took this news in.
"Oh, w-why is that chonny?"
He shook his head.
"We met today! We can't date, I barely know anything about you." He frowned again.
"I'm ashamed of my actions. " you frowned, and felt bad for falling for him this quickly. It probably had to do with the fact you were an Obessesive fan, and you just liked his music, and thought he was a little cute. But besides that, you knew nothing about him as a person. This simple fact made your heart drop.
"I-... " you trail off.
"I'm sorry chonny, this is mostly my fault. I shouldn't have been an Obessesive fan. I just really like your music, and I must admit," you laugh nervously, "you're pretty cute too." He looked at you and smirked before it turned back into a frown so grave, it could make anyone shiver.
"No, it's not you fault. Its mine, I shouldn't have even done this. I'm just do lonely.. And lost. I don't know what I'm doing with my life anymore. I love my music, I truly do, every time I make music, I feel happy. I feel as though everyone loves me. But.. That's not true, not true at all. Those tally Hall purists like to stab and poke at my feelings as if I'm their lunch in highschool." Chonny paused and stared at you. Searching your face for something.
"But... Whatever... Who cares what I think right? I'm just the guy that makes covers of tally Hall. I'm no one special." A lonely tear ran down his cheek. You stood there, feeling the tears in your eyes burst like a dam.
"I'm... I'm so sorry you feel that way chonny. But.. You're NOT just some guy, you're Chonny Jash, and you mean a lot to me. I promise chonny.
You say, giving him a hug. He smiled through his tears and laughed.
" I guess. "