i have been gone for awhile
and im scared to see it again
everything i have missed Right there
and my eyes holding there stare
i want to hug till we cant breath
till my eyes wont let me see
and can memorize the feeling of u next to me
the place has changed
little things here and there
i feel i have missed so much
stories with someone else
im balling in my mind
for i will never go back in time
we have grown apart and its scary
i feel our relationship is weary
but this house is less my home
but i will stay holding on
for once i let go i will never know
i feel like i will loose
not just you but me
flouting around in the sea
you were the first one to let me in
in this new surrounding
and im thankful but clingy
and i wish i wasn't u see
but then again i wouldn't change whats me
this isn't a poem about a love
but a sister and home
a place i hope i will always know
its hard for me to cry a lot of tears
i feel its one big weakness
for all the times my brothers see this
the more times i cry the smaller it gets
a new plate of armor to fit
