y/n
I been missin keh a lot lately but yknow she on tour so I can't really see her
I see her face pop up on my screen before setting up my phone to talk to her
"hey mama how are u"
I shrugged and smiled at her before closing my eyes
I heard an "I love you" before I finally fell asleep
I was woken up by a disconnecting sound but I just ignored it cause keh probably didn't mean it right
I shrugged it off and fell tf back asleep
Soon I heard my alarm going off and I groaned loud asf
I don't like getting up in the morning without keh but I'm working on it
It's hard without her but I fr have to learn to live by myself so I js lazily got out of bed and hopped in the shower playing some music
He takes all my energy, trapped in my memory
Constantly holding me, constantly holding me
I need to tell you all, all the pain he's caused
Mmh
I need to tell I'm, I'm undone because
Mmh
He says it's impossible, but I know it's possible
He says it's impossible without him, but I know it's possible
To finally be in love
And know the real meaning of
A lasting relationship, not based on ownership
I trust every part of you, 'cause all that I
All that you say you do
You love me despite myself
Sometimes I, I fight myself
I sang along and washed my body and hair before I got out and changed into my savage x and I head to the kitchen
I turned on some music and made some breakfast and danced around my kitchen before grabbing my food and turning on Netflix and watched my show before I got a notification from the shade room
On my phone
Oh shi some fr went down
I clicked on the notification bc knowing me I'm nosey asf
I paused my show when it finally hit me that it was keh fuckin some bitch wean know
but yknow what I'm coo wit it
been there done that
Idc right?
I sighed and turned off the tv before getting dressed and getting my face beat tf up w my hair too cause who tf
I grabbed all
My shi and headed out to my car putting in the address to this club I used to go to
Once I got there I headed inside to the bar and ordering a drink sippin on it before I headed out to the dance floor
Do it on the tip came on and I started workin it fr
I felt someone behind me feeling the Jean material on my bare back
I turned around to see Jessie reyez and I bit my lip
Perfect.
"Yo you kehlani girl?"
I shrugged and wrapped my arms around ha neck
Idk am I ..
