Agent || jikook ff || Completed ✅

XII Past XII

Jimin sat on the swings outside jungkook's house. Jihyun was asleep when Jungkook hopped out of the house with the help on his crutches. "Hey.. haven't slept yet?" Jimin's eyes sparkled as he faced Jungkook who walked closer and carefully sat down beside him.

"What if it fell?" Jimin asked with his soft voice. "It won't...I made it for jihyun and you for sure weight less then him." Jungkook lightly pushed Jimin's swing making flinch but then a smile grew across his face. "What's keeping you up hm?" Jungkook asked as he kept pushing Jimin's swing making him giggle.

"Just thoughts." Jimin answered. "About?"

"Past." Jungkooks smile slightly decreased. "It's past for a reason." He said. "But it hurts" Jimin added as his swing slowly came to an stop. He faced Jungkook. "I do wanna move on. Just can't find a reason to. My life is still stuck here."

"Jimin our purpose isn't done yet."

"I know...that's the only reason I wake up , just can't sleep peacefully."

"What or who are you waiting for Jimin?"

"I don't know...maybe someone from the past?That's why I can't let go? "

"Let me know who it is Jimin....I'll find them for you." Jimin sigh shaking his head. "I don't know where he is...I don't what he looks like...I even lost the last memory of him I had."

"Maybe he's gone for good Jimin....move on?" Once again he shook his head. "Not until I see him. I'll be happy for him if he had moved on but until I see him I won't be able to."

"Sounds like an obsession."

"It's not obsession Mr. Jeon. All these years I had realized one thing. Not everyone will accept you with all your flaws. He took me out of the state of my life where I was almost giving up. Nobody wanted me. I felt useless. No kid wanted to play with me or even talk to me."

"I moved on Jimin. From someone I waited for years. Someone really Beautiful. Soft spoken. It took a lot to give up. Even with my status I couldn't find him. All I wish for him is to be happy in his life. That's all I can do. For me....he will always have a place in my heart as someone I adored more then anything." His gaze fell on Jimin who was now busy eyeing the moon above on the clear sky.

"Where did he went?" Jimin asked still keeping his gaze above. "I don't know...I waited for him that day. He never came. I waited many years he never came."

"So you gave up?" Jimin asked

"I have to...with jihyun by me I have to think of him as well. I promised my mother to keep jihyun happy and safe as long as I live. If I keep running behind my happiness like a mad man I will never be there for him." Jimin bottom lip wobbled as he bit it hard to stop himself from breaking down.

"Am I being selfish?" Jimin asked finally facing elder. " If wanting to feel happiness after all the hardships is selfishness then maybe yes?" Jimin was melting with every word that was escaping jungkook's mouth.

"What if I move on and then he find me?"

"If that moment ever came listen to your heart, not the memories Jimin. Judging someone from past is the biggest mistake to make. No one stays same as the time passes. "

Jimin yawned making Jungkook chuckle breaking the intensity surrounding them. He slowly reached for youngers hair. Letting his fingers slide in Jimin locks slowly ruffling his hair. Jimin pouts as he he pulled jungkook's hand away.

"I am not jihyun." He playfully rolled his eyes and jumped off the swing. "I should go" Jimin said, elder nod. "Good night." He wished. "You'll be okay right?" Jungkook nod once again before Jimin head back to his house.