I.. have never hated anyone like I do with you.
I actually met you before. But you were blurry in my memory—and I'm a hundred percent sure it was you. And I didn't even think we'd be like this.
I hated how you were quiet to someone you just met, and be the most annoying man anyone could handle when you get closer to them.
I hated how your hair curls like mine. I hated that I never liked my curls, but I just did because you have it too.
I hated how your eyes disappear when you smile. I hated how your lips curve when you smirk.
I hated how you're tall. I hated how it feels good standing beside you even if it's not so ideal because you're inches taller than me.
I hated how you are aware of the bad outcomes that could happen.
I hated how you make dumb jokes and I'd still laugh inside cause I don't want you to know that small things from you affects me.
I hated the fact that you had to stand behind me when vaping because you remembered I don't like the smokes from cigars and vape. I hate it when you apologize if your smoke unintentionally goes to my direction.
I hated the fact that we became friends because of a simple drinking session with our friends.
I hated how you play football better than me. I hated that you play almost every sports I know.
I hated the fact that I enjoyed playing beach football with you and got a high five because I scored. I hated how happy I was that time. Running on the beach, and the sun is about to set.
I hated the fact that we're not so close but you still manage to make a pep talk.
I hated the fact that you say yes to all favor I ask you cause we're friends.
I hated how I like seeing you drive the car. I hated how good you look maneuvering it.
I hated the fact that I enjoyed our first fist bump! It was 3 in the morning!
I hate the fact that you are good in arts than I am.
I hate it when you say things and it makes sense.
I hate it when I'm always trying to rush making conversation in my head just for us to keep talking.
I hate it when I make you feel like I'm not interested in you anymore, but I'm enjoying every inch of it inside.
I hate the fact that we have the same vibe when it comes to having fun.
I hated the fact that we stayed up until 6 am just because we can't sleep on our first sleepover with friends.
I hated the fact that you look like Patrick Verona from the series.
I hated the fact that I wanted to try the photo from Zendaya and Tom with you.
I hated how you knew I liked you first, and how I realized you like my friend better.
I hated the fact that I still enjoy the more than 10 seconds conversation we had, even though you like talking to her more.
And I hate it when I'm the only one who notices and appreciate all these small things from you.
I hate the fact that you make me feel things that I never thought I could feel from someone.
And I hate the fact that I might not like someone than how I liked you.
