~Toxic~

Intro:

This is about a young girl named Stella Bleu. Her mum was taken away at a young age. She hasn't had anyone since close to her ever since.

{Stella Bleu POV:}

*** Flashback

~ "mummy no! I'm not going!" I say scared of the man. "Run baby run!!" I hear mum say. I start to run as I see the shadow of a tall figured man. I ran out the front door into a park across the street, I was running as fast as my legs could take me. "I love you Stella Bleu!" I hear from my mum as I keep running.

I come to a stop and hide behind a tall brick wall. I was breathing heavily. I knew the man didn't follow, but he did have my mummy.

I was sitting at the park for awhile and didn't know what to do. I was hiding incase the man was looking for me.

I finally stand up and slowly start to walk back to the house. The front door was open and I didn't hear anything, so I decided to go in. "Mummy!" I shouted "mummy? Hello?" I say to an empty house. He took my mother. I searched in every room and closet and didnt find her. I went to my room because I was scared and terrified of what will and can happen.

End of Flashback ***

I sit on the end of the bed in the room. I'm terrified of being here. I'm not an adolescent person. Yes, I have lost a lot of weight from a eating disorder and once wanting to kill myself. But I think I should be let out sooner.. I just sit here thinking of all my old memories... I've had a terrible past and I'm only 18, why is this happening to me?!

The announcement goes off over the speakers "you may now come out of your rooms, visiting time is now." I get off the bed and walk out of my room. There's only about 11 people in here right now that have real problems. But then again we get new ones throughout the entire day. I go down the hall and then go in the visiting room and where the kitchen is. As you can see its one big room combined. Sit on the couch wondering if I have any visitors or not. No one comes to visit for me because I have no family here.

While I'm sitting on this couch lonely and wanting to leave so bad, there this boy about my age come in to visit one of the girls in here. He looked at me and smiled, I slightly smile back to be kind. I watch him sit with a younger girl, she's here cause she cuts and has anger issues. He every now and then looked back a little at me, but I just ignored it.

Visiting time ended and he got up and left after he said his good bye's to the girl. I have never seem him before, at least I don't think I have. My staff lady came over and said it was time for me to go to bed. I listened and got up and went back to my room. I got in the bed, which by the way isn't the comfiest, but I sleep there anyways. I fell asleep soon cause I got tired.

**next morning**

I wake up to here the announcements go off. Apparently we are having visitors this morning. I get up brush my teeth and fix my hair so I look decent enough. I get out to the tables where we have to eat the food they give us. I'm not hungry right now, but I'm to have to eat or else they will make me drink some nasty Strawberry Ensure drink. I sigh. I eat the food hoping I can get out here sooner. I just feel trapped and have no where to turn. See if my mum was still alive none of this would've happened and I could be living a happy life. My life has been a living hell!

It was time for the visitors to come in, which was everyone's family and friends. All of this made me feel so lonely and made me feel like I'm not loved. I sit in a chair hoping someone will come in that I know or use to know.

I see the guy from last night come in again. I wonder why he comes a lot because the girl he was here for yesterday got let go. He see's me and walks in my direction. He sat in a chair directly in front of me. "Hello." He says. "Hi..." I say shyly not knowing who he is. "My name is Zayn. What's yours?" He puts a smile on his face. He also has a british accent, nice eyes, cute smile, and some tattoos. "I-I'm Stella Bleu." I smile slightly. "That's a pretty name." He said. "Thanks my mim chose it." I say looking away.

{Zayns POV:}

She turned her face after mentioning her mum. I looked at the time then back to Stella. I sigh. "Well it's time for me to go. Ill come and visit again of that's okay with you?" I say a little nervous. She nodded, which surprised me. "Alright bye Stella." I say then turn around and walk away.

I walked out the doors and headed for the elevator. I had a lot of thoughts going through my head. Stella didn't seem like she wanted to be there any longer... I wonder how long she's actually been there? I wonder if I can help her? She is very beautiful and seems like such a kind girl. I don't understand why she would be in this place. I get into the elevators mad go back down on the bottom floor. I walk out of the elevator and leave the hospital. I got to my car an went home.

{Stella Bleu's POV:}

I watched him leave the building. I never have seen him in my life before, well not before he started coming here. He seemed like he was trying to figure out something about me. I felt a little uncomfortable at first because I don't know him at all.

It was now lunch time and if your and E.D.O they sit and watch you eat. It's sometimes creepy and disturbing. After meals you have to sit out here for and hour so they know you didn't get to the bathroom and throw it up.

I eat the food they gave us. And sat here with some of my 'friends' and talked. We watched some tv before we could go back to out rooms.

*hour has passed*

I went back to my room and just laid on my bed. The pillows didn't do anything, they just were basically like 1 sheet of something and that's it. I hate it.

*after dinner*

Once again we get visitors. I just really want to get out of here I'm just trapped! I can just live and be free because I'm stuck here for who knows how long.

Zayn comes back to visit me of course. We sit down and start to talk again. "Stella, why are you here, again?" I say not trying to be rude. "Well there's just something about you I need to figure out. You just look do familiar." He said "Well maybe it's because you come here everyday." I say. "I know but when I first saw you I knew." He said calmly "knew what?!" I say confused "That you have a story behind your life of why your here. That I can help you with." He said looking me in the eyes.

***end of this chapter. Sorry it's so short but tell us what you think about it. Leave comments and tell us if we should keep writing. Thanks. Lots of love. xx***