"Mr. Jeon, this is your doctor calling. Congratulations! We've found a donor for you. Please contact the hospital as soon as you get this message."
The news was meant to be a beacon of hope, a lifeline after an arduous search. Yet, as the waves of relief should have washed over me, all I felt was an unsettling void – a hollow space that echoed with your absence.
Is it because you're not here?
After the surgery, the dorm was alive with joy, our hyungs welcoming me warmly. Hobi hyung almost did a quadratic flip but Jin hyung slapped him with a tortilla. chuckle
However, even in middle of so much happiness and love, a void consumed me when I realized you were conspicuously absent. Panic set in as I frantically inquired about you, but no one had a clear answer. The whole situation and explanation of your disappearance seemed so out of place. My calls went unanswered, your phone silent and switched off. Concern filled my heart, yet nobody seemed to know where you were. It was almost like you vanished into thin air.
It was a while later that NAMJOON Hyung finally opened up. It wasn't easy to get him to talk, but seeing my condition and worrying about my health, he shared some information. Urgent matters in Daegu had called you away suddenly, and you left without saying a word, leaving me feeling lost and confused.
Hyung mentioned that you weren't feeling well and had a strong desire to visit your home one last time. However, from the look on his face, it seemed like he wasn't supposed to mention that last part. When I pressed him for more, he avoided the question. The reasons behind your departure remained unclear, and the lack of a full explanation haunted my thoughts.
Feeling lost and uncertain without you, every moment seemed empty. I wanted to be by your side, but hyung said it wasn't the right time. So, all I could do was wait. Days turned into a tough and painful stretch, and even though my heart was working well, the happiness and beats were overshadowed by the emptiness you left. I kept thinking about your return, and each passing day felt like a deep and emotional struggle.
Are you okay? What happened? Why the silence? Why weren't you there when I left for the surgery? When I was fighting for my life? When all I wanted was to see you. Weren't you supposed to be the happiest? Then tell me, why are you not here by me now?
These questions echoed, amplifying the ache in my heart as days slipped by without your presence.
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