Life of sadness 18+

why did you go alone

Paul lay down on the bed next to Richard and took his hand.

Reesh, love isn't for everyone.. Literally two days ago you said you are not gay..

Richard said tiredly "ya i know Paul.. But every time I had a girlfriend I wasn't happy. When I'm with you, I feel peace.."

Paul looked at him and gave him a kiss on the lips. Right after that he smiled at Richard and lay down next to him.

You know, i dont really want a relationship i just wanna be with you and make you happy.. And you have the shiniest smile Paulie.. do you know that?

Paul laughed and Richard stroked his cheek. As the boys were talking, someone knocked on their door.

"Hey guys.. Can i come?" *The voice sounded like Schneider*

"Yea come in" *Paul said with little bit of anger*

Schneider opened the door and looked at the lying exhausted Richard.

Richard said. "What do you want Schneider" *He glared at him immediately*

I want to apologize for how I laughed at you.. I know what it's like to love someone. And I also want to apologize for not helping you when Till started beating you.. he also wants to apologize but he's ashamed.. We are family after all, aren't we?*Schneider said hesitantly*

"Yes we are Christoph, but now I like Paul and i dont wanna hear something like we were loud last night. Yes we were loud but dont just say that okay?"

*Paul started sobbing*

What's going on Paul? *The boys looked stunned*

Paul got up and walked away without a word.

"Schneider, I know you came to apologize, but Paul is sensitive about this... he's afraid that the band will break up because of him, and besides, he's going through a difficult time right now."

"Sorry Richard.." *Schneider said sadly*

It was late at night and Schneider left after a few more excuses, leaving Richard alone. But Richard didn't want to sleep after the whole day lying on bed. So he got up and went to find Paul, but he didn't know that he left the cabin outside into dark night.

Meanwhile Paul

Why they are like kids.. They know this for a long time..

He said to himself. While he was walking around the forest path, he didn't even have a flashlight with him and he tripped and fell on a sharp branch.

"SCHEISE! My leg.."

Paul now had a branch through his leg and was bleeding profusely. He was far from the cottage so no one heard his call for help. His only chance was to wait or try to turn back. He was looking at his thigh, from which a piece of branch was sticking out. And he wondered how he would get back. But he couldn't move because he couldn't pull the branch out and it was heavy. There was nothing left but to lie down. After some time he passed out from loss of blood.

Richard

"Guys where is Paul?"

"He Is not with you?"

Richard's breath stopped for a moment and he ran to look for Paul in the cottage.

"Paul! Where are you!?" But Richard did not find him in the cottage.

"Guys I can't find him, he must be out somewhere and he doesn't even pick up the phone" *Richard said fearfully*

"He Is okay, he Is adult man Richard, he can go for a walk in night xd maybe he want some peace" Till said