Is it wrong to want or to take, I'm not trying to take but it feels like they are taking it from me. Or am I the one taking it in the first place, the one in the wrong? It feels lonely getting taken from or maybe I just never had it in the first place maybe it was theirs this entire time. Maybe I'm just looking at what I don't have. From afar it feels like I'm not supposed to have it and maybe thats the truth. But the truth also is that I want it. - J
