I'll always love you (klaroline fan fic)

real problems

CAROLINE'S POV:
Caroline was done packing intact she was pretty early picking her stuff to have a sleep over at the mikealson's house.

She was still thinking about when Klaus kissed her in the closet while playing that stupid drinking game. I mean it was pretty stupid he kissed her when Klaus is with Hayley. That's what she assumed since they had sex when Caroline rejected Klaus a millions and Trillions of times.

Caroline rejecting Klaus was for the better he was this big bad wolf and Caroline was this sweet baby angel vampire they'd never work out anyways. And like she wanted to jump into a relation ship with Klaus after Tyler cheated on her with this stupid Hayley girl.

Caroline was jealous of Hayley she just didn't understand how she went wrong. What did Hayley have that Caroline didn't? She has been falling into severe depression with her mother dying also. She just was so tired and she had that weird feeling in her stomach not able to explain what she felt. She felt nothing but emptiness.

She should've never agreed to have a sleep over but she already promised the Mikealson's that she'd come to have a sleep over with her friends. She's do anything just to make them happy.

Caroline sat at the edge of her bed. With her empty feeling in her stomach and her head being full of overthinking. Her friends said that it wasn't true but at the end of the day her overthinking was always right and always won.

but whenever Caroline felt sad realising she had no one. Yes she had her friend but she was alone. Her father dying and also disowning her for being a vampire, hee mother dying of cancer. She just couldn't deal with it. Even before both of Caroline's parents death she already was depressed. Her mother signed her up for therapy but that also didn't help, cause only people who want to be helped go to therapy and Caroline clearly didn't want to be helped.

So, she dealt with it by coping. She would pull her hair out of her scalp or cutting her thighs with a tiny blade she'd hide somewhere in her pockets whenever she got the chance. School bathrooms, her room or whenever she was alone. She'd taken advantage of that moment. She'd knew it was pretty bad and kind of crazy in the head but what could she do about it?

This was the only thing to make her feel better about herself.