To All The Boys She Met !

First Relation

Aus's being insanely handsome makes me insecure because I can't deny the fact that I am an average-looking, pale-faced girl.

I never knew this insecurity would be the reason for us falling apart.

But before reaching there, one needs to know the stupid things I did in that relationship.

( The night of the day, when he accepted my proposal ) 

That whole night, I just practised what to say , how to be humorous so that he could find me really interesting I still don't know Where that night went 

Wake up !Wake up !
Just 1 minute, maa 

( My mother was legit as an alarm clock at that time ) 

After all this home chaos, I reached school And today I am more nervous than on my first day 

Our classes were on the second floor, and when I used to go to school, there were only 10 to 15 students in the whole school 

On the second floor there is a big grill from which you can see the entry gate , and believe me, that day my eyes were just waiting for Aus to enter from that gate 

Waiting, waiting, waiting

Every student entered, Where are you Aus? ( In my mind ) 

When i stopped waiting and went inside the class,  he just entered.

(Irony, here is this in the future: when I waited for him for 4 years, he never looked back, but when I lost all hopes , he came back ) - story of that 12th grade

 
Coming back to 9th!

He reached in his class , I want him to see me, but how ? I deliberately plan to come from outside his class so he can see me 

Mission successful

He called me ! 
< Sweetheart >
I replied,Oh, you are here; I didn't notice.

That was a lie because only I knew I was waiting for him , staring at the entry door 

Sweetheart, just come in class ! 
Ok just a moment.

( Awkward silence.)

No one is saying anything! All my nightly planning went in the garbage 

I got the point—his tattoos 

So Aus you are just in 9th why you got these tattoos ! 
I honestly didn't remember his answer , because i was just seeing his lips , teeth, eyes, and hairs moving 

In the whole conversation, we were laughing and giggling 

Sar and Rya were also there Thank God they were there because at least they kept that conversation going.
But I don't know why Rya looks at me in a different way, and he doesn't seem happy with my and Aus's relationship.

Bell rang! 
Bye Aus I have to go 
Aus: Don't say bye ! I will Meet you in recess.

I told Tes and Pal whatever he said.They were like, He definitely likes you a lot !

In class, Tes always makes us all sit on the back bench just to see her boyfriend because the window from which the F section can be seen passing is at the back 

I won't lie , i also like sitting there because my boyfriend (Aus)) was also in the  F section.

Recess ---------

When i went to meet him 
He brought pasta for lunch And made me eat it too 

His friends were teasing us (Ukhu ukhu ) just an Indian thing to tease friends 

He brought me a drink from the canteen, a red Rio Small thing, but it means a lot 

Whole day passed - Day by day, our relationship was getting stronger.
One day he just pulled my cheek and said, You are too cute 

The other day, he held my hand for a very long period of time with no fucking intention of leaving 

Wait a minute ( Hold On )
 I forgot to introduce you to The Second Boy in my life ( Swen ) 

During the period where me and Aus were in a relationship, Swen entered my life as a very good friend who liked me 

But he never liked Aus. And I never knew the reason.

Till ---------

To be continued