To All The Boys She Met !

Insecurity or Cheating

Growing up as a child who had always been compared to her sister made me hella insecure about how i look

From childhood everyone always praised her , for how good she looks and to be honest i was never jealous of her but that's the place from where I started thinking that i am ugly !!

Hey what happened, aus asked while sitting on a bench with me

Mhmm , nothing i replied

We never had those long conversations that most often people in relationship does

(One day in class )

I like aus
I Heard this voice from back
Wait what ?
Who said that ?

A girl behind me said that
I asked her , what ? The one who is in F section
She said yes !
It was ok till the time she said he also likes me !

I said no , he does not
She said how are you so sure

Because he is my boyfriend

That girl was in shock and didn't say anything after that

In recess
I straight away went to Aus and asked him What's going on  !
He said she is just a friend
And stupid me , believed

The next day that girl came up to me and said - aus said that you two are just friends

Believe me that hurts !!

I asked aus why have you lied ?
He said i want to keep this private , i don't want anyone to know about us
But i know he likes that girl!

Here my insecurities shined as i thought he doesn't wanna show me up or owe me in front of everyone , just because i dont match his level or beauty

And for a fact a person who just to please someone else presented me as a friend, don't deserve me

And in my mind i ended things and my relationship

But it remains unsaid !

We broke up , but never said that to each other

Later i got to know about a term ( rebound)
Lets try this with someone..........................................

To be continued.............