Put a Title When This Ends.

Probably the 1st chapter

I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

Ha. AS IF! that m*therfcker loves no one! He deserves a finger. My middle finger.

Obviously out of my mind I threw middle fingers on the face of the cutest plushie ever existed in the entire universe who's unluckily, disappointingly, disgustingly from the guy I thought was the love of my life..

1:05 PM

I saw a stupid looking cockroach on the floor and smashed it with my slippers. Deserveee! I bet you think you looked cute with those rainbow colored wings. I then rolled my eyes at the dead cockroach with rainbow wi- huh?? Wtf, am I tripping? How tf is this cockroach rainbow winged?! I swept it towards the bathroom then sat back down on my table proceeding to chug down the entire bottle of beer left "WAAAAAH my babyyy" I said, talking to the most adorable dinosaur stuff toy to ever exist in the universe!
"Niji... You should grow up a good man, okayyy? Treat ladies, women, a woman by heart, really weeell~ okie baby? Don't be like yo fathuh, he's a big *ss mothuhfackuh. Hm!? I loveee youuuuuu" I added then hugged the stuff toy.

yawn.... My eyelids started feeling heavy and so I let myself lay down, I may be drunk right now but I care about myself enough to know I'm about to pass out and break a skull in any minute.

With my eyes closed I let my mind wander off before I finally lost consciousness..

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"Mommaaa", Expecting to see a toddler calling for me, I excitedly turned around to see a uhh ??? Dinosaur? Am I tripping? Is that a baby dinosaur infront of me holding out its hands as if it's asking me to hold it up for upsies?? "Mamaaa" it closed and opened its fingers reaching for me and oh Lord.. I don't think anyone could resist such cuteness!
Lost in the cuteness and warmth of the baby dinosaur, I felt someones' presence behind me and just as I did. A warm veiny arms wrapped around my waist, I then felt a chin resting on top of my shoulders "I love you.." as if hit by a lightning my whole body went numb after a cold shiver ran down my spine.. What in the fck? I turned to face the man whose arms are still wrapped around me.
As I stare at him with a confused appalled look the man in front of me somehow managed to smile sooo sweetly.. and.. almost angelic.. 'How could you look so innocent when you smile? How could such a pretty face break my heart..?'  I then reached out to hold the man's face when a painful sharp idk stabbed my belly button.
"Oww.." I moaned out of pain 'what the h*ll?! is someone stabbing me?'  still unable to open my eyes I tried to hit whoever's trynna hole my stomach, in return, I felt a painful set of sharp idk un-skin the back of my hands. "Ouch!" Fully awoken, I sat fast with the intent to murder whoever ruined my nightmare and is trying to make apple juice with my blood from my stomach. "meow~"
Kitty?! I looked at the big fat chubby definitely 200 pounds black male cat that's sitting beside me. Sigh.. I knew I should've took that golden retriever home instead of this fat *ss cat.

~Flashback~

"Kylie, I'm so glad you accepted to take care of Kitkat.." the woman infront of me said squeezing my arm as she smiles warmly at me, "No problem mama.. I'm more than grateful you're letting me take care of him po" I smiled back at her "atsaka po I know mahihirapan kayo alagaan si Gabbie at Kitkat mag-isa" dagdag ko pa sabay tingin sa golden retriever na humahabol sa sobrang tabang itim na pusa, hindi ko nga alam kung paanong nakakatakbo pa tong pusa sa sobrang taba. Natawa naman ang kausap "oo nga iha, si Gabbie tahol ng tahol kahit alas tres palang ng umaga, plus she's super hyper at gustong gusto lagi habulin si Kitkat" she said, "eto namang si Kitkat- nako! Apaka lakas kumain na pusa. Aakalain mo merong sampung bulate sa tiyan at parang laging gutom" dagdag pa nya, "pero iha.. noong buhay pa si Niko?  Lagi ka nyang kinikwento sa pusang iyan, palagi nyang sinasabi na magkaugali raw kayo nung pusa" saka sya bahagyang natawa, wala naman akong nagawa kundi ngumiti at tumango tango nalang pagkatapos mabanggit ang pangalan niya.

.... GULAT KAYO NOH? HAHSHAHAHAH taglish nalang pala, dudugo na utak ko kakaisip ano English ng ganito ganyan 😭 sige tuloy ko na, mwa<3

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Tumingin akong muli sa bahay na pinanggalingan ko, saka tiningnan ang isang napakatabang pusa na mahimbing na natutulog sa parang backpack pero gawa talaga para sa mga alagang hayop na bitbit ko.
"Put*ngina mo talaga. Mamamatay ka nalang mag-iiwan ka pa ng aalagaan ko." Tinignan ko pang muli iyong bahay saka ako pumara ng taxi para umuwi na dala-dala ang matabang itim na pusang may pang babaeng pangalan.

~End of Flashback~

9:58 PM (same day)

"Bakit ba kasi hindi mo nalang tinanggihan bheng?" Ani ng kausap ko sa telepono. She's my bestie since elementary, nag-rant kasi ako sa chat na nagising akong minumurder nung pusa kaya biglang napatawag para mangamusta. "Ihh nakakahiya naman kasi beh, atsaka ayos na rin siguro 'to para naman may kasama ako sa bahay" sagot ko, saka subo ng tsitsirya "ayy may hiya ka?"

"Bilat.", "Ewan ko sayo. Bahala ka nga dyan" dagdag ko. Ibaba ko na sana ang tawag pero nagsalita pa yung nasa kabilang linya, "charot lang, eh pero di ka ba malulungkot lalo dahil dyan?" Kumunot naman ang noo ko bago ako sumagot,
"ba't naman?"

"Eh syempre pusa yan ni ano"

"Wala naman akong pake, atsaka kawawa nga si tita kapag sya lang ang mag aalaga sa mga iniwan ni Niko." ani ko at tumayo para kumuha ng tubig. Panandalian namang nanahimik ang kausap,
"... Sinabi mo ah"  inubos ko muna ang isang basong tubig na kinuha ko bago sagutin ang kausap "ang alin?", "Pangalan ni Niko"  ani nya. "Ano naman, matulog ka na nga, byee" mabilis kong paalam saka pinatay ang tawag. Binasa ko naman sa notifications ang mga pahabol na chat ng kaibigan ko 'bilat. Bigla pinapatay yung tawag.' 'pero k fine, gnight bheng' '*sticker*'

Gusto nyo bang malaman kung anong meron sa pangalang yan? Pwes ayoko ikwento HAHAHAHABAHAHA charat.

Eto na, ex ko si Niko. Short story- he died. Huwag na yung long story baka bigla pakong mag relapse hwahahhaha, tama na po Lordddd, nakakapagod na huhu.