YOU DESERVE BETTER

Break up ?

Yes it's tae wait it's jimin !! I looked at him with teary eyes , he just sat near me and said " it's ok don't cry yn " i whiped my tears then he spoke again

" Everyone will leave one day "

When he said tht my mind went blank , he then spoke again
" you had crush on him ?" I got nervous but he spoke again
" you can tell me anything yn " after hearing that I nodded my head then he said " hmmmmm

Not all loves are meant to be

When he said tht I felt sad but he said again " you know it's okay you will get over it " i smiled a bit and then i said " can I call you dude ? Jimin dude " he replied" sounds a bit weird but okk " he then spoke again " btw wanna be besties ?" I nodded my head instantly then he again spoke " you know what your heart is so soft for this world and you're so innocent take care of yourself, don't fall into people's trap "  when he said that I got confused what he actually mean ? Trap ? What trap ? My thoughts faded away when he spoke again " let's go " he helped me to get up , then while walking back I saw tae there in our way but he seemed to notice me then he suddenly came running towards me and asked " what happened yn ?" But I didn't said anything then jimin said " she was sad about jungkooks transfer " then tae said " come on its okay you have me " saying that he took my hand and pulled me from there to somewhere else leaving jiminn alone , when i looked back I saw in jimins all care was written for me . Then tae dragged me to somewhere yes it's somewhere ig the school roof top yes wait is he going to push me ? Lol I was joking , ✨ I trust him ✨ he made me sit there and sat near me and said " you know don't worry about jungkook leaving ! I won't leave you and will tc of you well " i then hummed then i remembered about our class then i spoke " aga isn't the class going to start " then he replied
" no today jungkook left so it's full free time " i then nodded and looked at sky but tae again said " you can tell me anything " i then looked at him and I took a deep sigh and looked back to sky nd then said " you know what............ when i was kid , i used to get bullied so much "

Tae : why ?

Me : for being from another state , they know I belonged to the same country as theirs but still they decided to bully me for studying in that school for being different state

Tae : wtf !

Me : shush don't cursue that's bad

Tae : okokokkk

Me : They used to pinch me , they always laughed at me.. whenver any new student tries to make frndship with me they accuse me saying why I am clinging on the new student and bullies me , even my neighbourhood she also bullied me ,whenver we used to go to tution she would pull my hair which makes me choke, she scares me by talking about ghosts , she insults my state , i was completely alone , i used to make tress my frnds and would make imaginary and share everything with them , I never cried infront of anyone til my school life ends .

When i said all these he rested his head on my shoulder and said " it's okay everything will be fine they are just losers , forgot about the bad things , you will get better frnds like me  more " i smiled at wtv he said , how much good is tae literally ☁️I also joined my head to his and like that we stayed , i dont know what time is it , but I don't wanna check , a few hours later I heared a femiliar voice which made me open my eyes yes I think we fell asleep, the voice behind us said " you two couples the school is over now get up from here " i shaked tae which waked him up then I turned back and said " we are not couples " jimin giggled but it sounded fake , anyways i ignored it , jimin came walking towards us and we both got up and then tae said " bro love how come you're here ?" Then jimin replied " you guys were lost so i thought to check up on roof top now here u too are "  tae then suddenly spoke " hey guys listen tommorow I will be absent " me and jimin questioned him together " why ?" He then replied " i have to go somewhere " jimin gaved him side eye and i again got confusion then tae said " bro i m not going to fuck anyone " then jimin replied " you better don't bro btw wtf i didn't thought this " they both was again going to talk I said " you two stop saying bad words !!" They looked at me and sighed and said at same time
" aish ok kid " i pouted and said " yah  ! I am not kid " then tae said " yes you're not baby " then I sulked and spoke again " i am not a baby " then they both just dragged me with them without saying anything, and they both decided to leave me home and the whole way to home was filled with laughters and something confusing things but anyways who cares !!
When I finally reached home they bid me good bye and i happily went inside home , I saw dad sitting on sofa watching tv and I didn't noticed mom was coming so i accidentally spilled the tea she was carrying , she looked at me and then i said " oh am sorry mom i am so sorry mom i didn't seen it " then suddenly i flinched when dad shouted " YOURE SO DUMB !! SUCH A TRASH KID  !! WAS YOU BLIND ??? YOURE JUST DISAAPOINTMENT YN !!!! " when he said all those I tried hard to control my tears but i didn't wanted to cry infront of them , cuz I never cried so i silently walked to my room with heavy heart and seeing mom didn't supported me hurted me more ! She don't even understood that I got hurt , she never comes to check on me to see if I am fine or not after any counter like this , i only have myself to carry ,i putted my bad aside and changed my clothes and layed on my bed and started crying , it's such a pain I can't even cry loud they will hear , argh why it hurts ? Isn't it normal all parents scold their kids but m feeling so much hurt ahh i started to cry moreeee , pushing my face against to pillow i screamed silently and cried more harder but my phone dinged making a sound of someone sended me an snap , eventho how much sad i m afterall phone addiction is phone addiction, i looked at the screen and saw it was taehyungs snap , yes we shared snaps before , i quickly opened the snap and saw