YOU DESERVE BETTER

let's be friends?

M still thinking about what tae said ummmm  while walking home yes alone lol

*Flashback*

" Tae what you wanted to say ?"
" Umm i wanted to say that ....can you set me up with jess ?" I looked at him confused and spoke " what do you mean ?" He then replied " you're close with jess and umm i like her " i then understood the assignment and smiled at him and nodded , he returned me that smile and we parted away

*End of flashback*

Ahhh ! I think he can help me get close with jungkook too that looks awesome tho 🐰🌸, i saw my house coming near so i runned to my house and opened the door by myself as i have the spare key , then i saw my dad watching tv but i was about to pass but he-
He just ahhhh ewww what a gross smellll, he farted , i covered my nose and runned towards my room oh godddd

I heared he called me but i just closed my door and throwed my bag to my bed and jumped there and layed while sleeping widely ahhhh god what a piece , why we have to go school gosh i wish that Newton wasn't born either , if i was in in place of him i would have ated tht apple, he don't even know how precious fruits are and expensive and people's calling him smart nah that's dumbness

I stared at my ceiling remembering what happened today , argh that face bunny teeth his cute pouts and smiles but one thing i am confused am i love ?? I usually heared that our heart beats when we fell in love , i tried to remember jungkook and placed my hands on left chest, wait i have again a doubt, do heart is in middle or left or right......... AHHHHHHH,

Suddenly my mom yelled " YN COME DOWNSAIRS !!" I lazily got up from bed and changed my dress quickly and looked at myself in mirror , eventho how much ugly i am i still admires myself in mirror million of times when i am alone hehehe, i then walked towards downstairs

I saw dad and mom giving me bombastic side eyes , i looked at them confusely and mom spoke " why didn't you told us that you came ?" I then replied " you wanted me to bear dad's fart ?" She looked towards dad and dad chuckled nervousally and spoke " dudung dhudung dhudung dudu dhadhadung oh honey leave it " then my mom turns towards me asking " do you have anything to study today ?" I nodded , bruh atleast she can ask me something really nice like how was my school nd if have made friends , godddd

She then again spoke " eat something after that wash the dishes and go study " i faked a smile and wented towards kitchen to make myself tea , argh why they are like that ? I wish I could escape from here , sighed and started making tea but then suddenly i sneezed ,then i realised i am getting fever but how ???? It's not rainy nor i got wet today ahh weird , i again sneezed rubbing my nose it's so much itching , my parents wont take me to doctor :) they are like that unless it's really goes out of control :) i feel hurt either but i can't do anything, i wanna talk with my mom like all other frndly mom's how their kids share everything but sharing things with my mom is like filled with advices not understanding anything what i am saying :)

Dad is always on phone he never give me time , even if he gives its during dinner time and he acts cold and rude i don't know why, sometimes he take out his anger on me for no reason, thinking about all these my head started acheing so i quickly drinked my tea and after finishing it i started washing dishes while looking down because i am so tired :(

*Time skip*

I guess it's time to sleep
Good night world yes , but i was about to sleep but i heared a notification sound heh m phone addicted sooo , i saw jess message,yes we shared phone number