Forgetting That I Love Is Distant.. Billie Eilish X Male Reader

am i happy?

i was walking in the streets of LA i went to eat takis i was hungry my brother finneas was with me for moral support ha ha ha.. it's not funny when you know the only person who understood you is in a coma and when he wakes up he won't remember anything or me but i still have hope that he has a big piece of me at the end of his heart i regret not telling him i love him i still love him though i just moved on im with robert we were friends when y/n was in a coma i met him and realized he was there for me more than anyone else I like him a lot he makes me happy and fuck I don't know 

one day he's going to wake up it's only been 2 weeks since he's been in a coma my life has changed i think i'm happy well i hope i'm finally going home to get ready, today i'm going to have a date with robert i have to look drop dead gorgeous.
I will straighten my hair
do a basic makeup and put on a pretty black dress
(the photo)