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by sou_um_transformer

                                    
                                              in the morning i wake up i brush my teeth, take a nice shower and pick up my phone i look at the notifications i sighed when i saw nothing.. i dress in a very red look
well today i'm going with finneas to a private beach i always liked to go there since i was little i used to go with y/n.. i stopped thinking about him,let's have fun
b: is everything ready fin?
f: yessss we can go sleepyhead haha.
b: okay dickhead.
f: dont call me that william eyelash.
b:stfu.
f: oops sorry..
b: better be.
we sat in the car and went there with bodyguards you never know hehe
As soon as we got there I was already sleeping.
f: BILLIE!
B: U MOTHER- oh finneas wtf dude dont do that like ever again, fuck u man i was dreaming about takis i hate u.
f: nah u love me be fr.
I get out of the car without saying anything leaving him sitting like a donkey 
I smell trees everywhere how I love nature...
I feel calm when I'm in the forest 
I kinda want to let my stress out with a fucking scream like really loud.
B: hey fin?.
F: yeas billie ?.
B: wanna scream ? Like an angry scream sometimes it helps to get the bad energy leave.
F: damn is my sister an hippie? Nah jk let's do it kinda into it bitch face.
B: let's go finneasss.
Billie and finneas went to scream  louder as they could they didn't care if the others were listening they just let it all out.
B: IM TIRED OF FEELING LIKE SHIT IM TIRED OF THE PROBLEMS S/N BROUGHT ME!
F: Go easy bils come here..
When I was not expecting I was crying in my brother shoulder, I could stop but cry over and over ,like that feeling was all that was consuming me..
Just like we say, once you're in the black. 
That black hole hides your pain hides your happiness and makes you do horrible shit, it takes time to heal and to understand but I'm strong, I need to keep going for y/n and my family..