SaMs Stories -not really ig??-

July 16th.

"do you blame yourself?"

what...?

"well its quite common in this situation for a patient to feel a kinda guilt."

What situation...

"The Accident."

Everything faded to black before fading into something you wish you hadn't seen. You look around... There was blood everywhere.. You look down at your hands, you would have recognized the color of the hands but they were completely covered in scarlet red blood...

But it wasnt your blood...

You look around again, all the blood and most importantly... The bodies... And not just any bodies.... Small ones... It was the bodies... Of children...

You feel sick to your stomach, you eyesight is blurry from the tears rolling down your face.

What... Did i do...

You hear yourself say, but it wasnt your normal voice.. It sounded metallic and slightly toned down.

You see a shard of a broken mirror, before you know it, you had the shard in your hand looking at your reflection. But you didnt reconize the face staring back at you from the mirror.. 

You had these spikes on your head that resembled the rays of a sun in a kids drawing, your face was mainly shades of yellow and the... Small patches of blood..

Then you hear footsteps approaching, you wanted to see who was coming your way, but you felt like you had no control of the body you were now in. You fell to your knees tears rolling down you face..

Pathetic...

Useless...

Weak...

These words rang through your mind... But why? 

Before you had time to think you hear someone call out a name...

"Sun!"

Sun..?

You spin around and see a similar face of your staring back at you only that had a more moon like appearance, mind the hat with stars on it. This person was staring back at you..

Moon...

You didnt know how or why you knew their name..

Before you could do anything moon, as you called him, ran to you, holding you in a tight hug.. You felt more tears escape you eyes..

I..... 

You couldn't think of anything to say as you hugged him back. Still you had no control over what was happening, it was like you were watching a movie and had no control over what the characters said or did only this time...

You are one of them.