For The Suicidal

It's been a year

"You need to get over it, it's been a whole year! Just suck it up."

And you wonder why I don't like talking to you, your naturistic, you don't consider others emotions, your so desperate for a conversation or even a second of attention, you take it as far as to mock my feelings, just because you shouldn't be taking bad about my mother

SOMEONE YOU DIDN'T EVEN KNOW!

Grandma, you are a horrible person, but of course I don't have a choice but to stay here, with you, you wonder why I don't like talking to you, let alone interact with you, you make angry and sometimes uncomfortable, you shouldn't put hands on your own grand child like that, it is disgusting, you are disgusting.

You talk shit about MY mother, but you didn't even know her, saying she didn't care about Alex, she did, we all know she did, she had to work all day everyday, not to mention him, her boyfriend she let in her life for some reason, he always kept her at the apartment, and if she wasn't working her ass off or cleaning the house, he always made her stay, by bringing up the past, and when we did come over, we had to go home early because he didn't want us there, he wanted to keep her as his little puppet, he abused her, and violated her, you have zero reason to talk bad about my mother, none at all, what happened to her was fucked up, it's not that she didn't care about Alex, it's that she was being controlled and abused, there is so many things I should have and wish I'd done, but now I can't do shit, and my mock my sadness, mock my emotions for your own happiness, just so you can have another conversation with that stupid bitch Heather, she uses her own life for attention, saying she knows exactly how we feel, just because her mom died to, acting like she knows us, but all she does is talk shit about our mother, it's sad really, it's sad you take my feelings and mock them just for a conversation... Your a joke, your fucking pathetic grandma.