Obx x reader one shots •Conan gray•

Comfort crowd •JJ•

Y/n pov:

~this hurt that I'm holding is getting heavy~

~but imma keep a smile on my shoulder till i'm sweaty~

I think walking down the halls of my school smiling so that no one will see me down.

I've tried to tell people how I feel but no one listens, not even my best friends or my boyfriend. And when they do ask if something is wrong I end up lieing and smiling it off as if nothing ever happened.

As soon as I get home, i can feel my breath getting short and unsteady, I run to my room and start crying, I was home alone so it really didn't matter, my parents were never home and even when they were, they never acknowledged that I was there.

I heard a knock on my front door even though I never lock it just in case the pouges wanna come over.

The door opened and I heard footsteps up the stairs, and soon enough a knock on my door.

"Y/n? You in there?"

I stayed silent so that way he thought I was asleep, I went to move to my bed, but I accidentally stepped on one of my claw clips and I cringed at the noise.

~damnit there goes another one~

I thought as I heard JJ maybank my boyfriend say

"Y/n, let me in"

He said sternly, I sighed and walked towards the door and opened it.

"Hey, JJ what are you doing here?"

"I just wanted to check on you, are you ok?"

"Yea I'm fine, I just wanna be alone right now."

He sighed and said

"Y/n, you said that lie already."

I looked at him with tears in my eyes and I try to tell him to go away and that I just want to be alone and he refused.

I finally gave in and let him stay with me and he walked into my room and plopped on my bed and patted the spot next to him, so I slowly walked over and sat on the bed next to him.

"Hey what's going on?"

I stayed silently because I didn't think he would understand.

"C'mon babe please tell me. I just wanna help."

"...fine" I explained how I had been down for the last month and how I felt like I had slowly been pushed out of the group.

I hadn't noticed that I was crying till JJ turned my head to look at him and wiped my eyes.

"Baby, I don't know how to help you with the first thing... I suggest you talk to pope or someone just not me because I know nothing about that...but your not being pushed out of the group... we thought you were leaving us to be completely honest with you..."

"Oh... I'm so sorry JJ I-"

He still had my face in his hands and he kissed me soft but passionately, he pulled away.

"Don't be sorry, you had a reason to stay away from people... but off this sad topic... let's do something fun..."

"Like what?"

"Hmmmm... ok I know this sounds childish but... do you wanna play music and dance on your bed?"

We both agreed and got up and he played 'can't take my eyes off you' by boys town gang.

<3 time skip<3

We sit down on my bed out of breath, and we end up talking for hours

"~I could spend a lifetime sitting here talking~"

We ended up getting on the topic of how I felt about my parents and I eventually started crying into his chest.

I soon realized and started apologizing but he said with a giggle,

"~I like my shirt soggy~"

After a while of crying we fell into a comfortable silence just overall enjoying each other's company

Later on in the night JJ fell asleep and I was still awake I was thinking about everything good that I have, JJ, the pouges, the memories that we all have together.

💯time skip💯

The pouges all meet up so I could explain why I've been distancing myself and I apologized, a lot. In the end they all just ended up hugging me.

~comfort crowd~

(...idk if this is good but I rlly hope it is! Anyway have a good day!)

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