I love you too, Christopher sturniolo

'my dream'

My POV:
It was the next morning after what happened last night, I was surprisingly the last person to be awake,and ofcourse I had to have a headache, but that's what's you get for crying most of the night "good morning sleepy head" Nick chuckled as he continued to make waffles for me, Chris, and him. Matt was right next to him making chocolate chip pancakes "morning amber" Matt said looking at me then back at his food "morning beautiful" Chris said loud, I had forgot About being a secret until he pulled that shit.

"It's ok amber I already told them this morning, about us dating" Chris said reinsuring me "without me" I said in a high pitched voice. "It was really obvious" Nick said laughing "yeah we'd seen you cuddling her" Matt said eating his pancake "well I least we don't have to hide it anymore" Chris said, Chris had the perfect idea to tease Matt and Nick, I caught on very fast, we started kissing each other "your so cute baby" he said making a weird face "you to bub- my words got cut off by Nick screaming at us "ENUFF", he said making all of us laugh.

Later i was chilling in Nick's room as he was live on insta. I was scrolling through Boston swimming leagues I could join. It was and still is my passion, 'my dream' to be on a Professional swimming team, I had start swimming as soon as I was able to walk "hey Nick imma go to the pool see you later" I said hugging him goodbye from the back "ok bye amber love ya" "love ya to" I said leaving his room "bye guys I'm going to the pool" I told Matt and Chris that we're on the couch "oh do you want us to come with" Matt asked "no it's ok" I said walking up to Chris and giving him a soft kiss on his lips "bye Chris I love you" I said pulling away only a few Inches away looking his deep beautiful blue eyes "I love you too" Chris said with a smile growing on his face "bye!" I said closing the door.

I had to walk over to my house to get my bathing suit, unfortunately my aunt wasn't home, so I just went upstairs to grab my one piece my towel and left. I had to walk because I still haven't got my license yet. I finally get to the community pool center, I get Changed in the woman's bathroom and set my stuff down in locker. As soon as set my feet in the pool I get scared for a minute remembering what happened last year, the last time I swam.

***flashbacks (16 yrs old)***
"YOU MOTHERFUCKING BITCH, YOU SUPPOSED TO BUY ARE L!QUER EARLY" my dad screamed at mom, I was in our backyard pool trying to swim all the anger out, everything they would fight I would have this anger built up inside of me, "YOUR SO GODDAMM FUCKING STUPID YOU SAID THAT YOU WERE TO A FEW HOURS AGO" my mom snapped back at my dad, all of sudden I heard my dad slap my mom. I went under water trying to relax myself until all of sudden I couldn't reach the top of pool and I was drowning, i didn't mind though, that would mean that I don't have to live anymore with this miserable life I had. But the neighbor soon came and got me out doing cpr on me, but sometimes I wish that I would just sunk to the bottom of the pool.
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"It's ok just dive" I whispered to myself, I took a second then finally dove into the pool doing a free style when I came back up.

Chris's POV:
"Hey I'm bored, how about we get lunch and go to the pool to surprise amber" I said looking at Matt "you can't get 1 hour away from her can't you" he said smirking at me, we both laugh and head upstairs to see if Nick wanted to come "yeah I'll come but just will not be swimming" he said picking up his phone and saying goodbye to the live, we drive to McDonald's and get amber a ten piece nugget meal with a Pepsi on the side, we finally get to the community pool center to see amber doing some type of swimming thing "she's so pretty" I said looking at her "hey, bud c'mon now we are here for swimming onot staring" Matt said snapping his fingers infront if me. We get in the side of the pool that has no rows "boys?" Amber said looking at us three. she swims to us after doing little swimming move.

My POV:
"Hey amber, they made me get in" Nick said rolling his eyes "why'd you come here all by yourself" Chris said as I swam to him "oh, no reason I guess" I said looking down "their has to be-" I cut Matt off by going under water, I try to hold my breath as long as possible "ok guys she's been down their for a while" I heard Nick talking muffled.

We soon got out of the pool to eat some McDonald's that the boys picked up, "hey Nick last one in the pool hates purple" Matt said racing Nick into the pool. Now it was just me and Chris, "hey I know their has to be a reason for you too come to the pool by yourself" Chris said looking at me. I didn't what to tell him the truth because I was afraid that he would make fun of me. "I promise my love I won't make fun of you" "wait what" I said turning my full attention to him, he gave me a nod as like 'your ok', so I finally told him "I love swimming so much, and my dream is to be on a Professional swimming league team, but I get flashbacks from the moment I almost drown so I just like to swim on my own sometimes so I can get use to the water" Chris looked up at me and gave me sad eyes, I always hated telling him stuff like this because he would feel bad after, but at the same time I liked telling him stuff like this because it felt nice to share these stories with. "Hey Chris it's ok I'm fine" i said lifting his head and gave him a small chuckle "I guess I gotta stop telling you these stories" I said smiling at him "I guess so, i-i just hate that you went through all this stuff and had nobody to talk to" Chris said looking sad, I went up to him and gave him a hug, he looked down at me and smiled, "come on let's go back in" I said running back to pool