Broken Promise | Park Sunghoon

Chapter: 3 |T-is for Trauma |

Second day

I woke up early to clean my condo because today Chin sun and Soon jae and I will bond, I woke up really early so that I have more time to clean my condo first,

I first looked at the time on my watch (7:30 am) there is still time to cook and get ready because we will meet at Chin sun's famous coffee shop at 9:00 am

I started cleaning my condo.

An hour ago I finished cleaning my condo, I also cooked something to eat for later, I finished taking a shower and I'm currently getting dressed, wearing only white wide leg pants with a high waist and a black top t-shirt and because the temperature here is quite cold I just wore a white blazer I just wore black 3 inches high heels I just let my long and curly hair down I just put on a little make up

When I finished, I immediately took my small sling bag and left my condo.

I didn't see Dad's guest the other day, I was too lazy to face them, especially since I still have a grudge against Dad, so I decided not to show up.

I was currently walking in the hallway of this hotel when my phone rang.

I stopped and immediately took it from my bag

"Hello Chin sun" I said

"Hello Hallie where are you? Soon jae and I are here" She said from the other line of our call

"Okay, I'm on my way, see you" I said with a smile

"Be careful" then I immediately hung up and continued walking.

just as I was walking on the first floor of the hotel, I immediately noticed my car parked in front of the hotel

I hurried out of the hotel and went straight to my car

I was about to leave when my assistant suddenly peeked out of the car window

I was slightly surprised and looked at her seriously

" Ma'am where are you going? can I come with you?" She said and smiled creepily

I couldn't help cursing in the air....I widened my eyes at her "You can't come! and don't follow me, I just have to go somewhere, I'll be right back" I pressed every word I said

"but Ma'am Hallie"

"Shut your mouth" I looked at her annoyed "I said I'll be quiet"

I was annoyed to leave and I quickly drove my car to Chin sun's coffee shop.

I thought there was no traffic, I turned around first on the side of the high way along the traffic, maybe I won't see Chin Sun there

while I was stuck in traffic on the road, I couldn't help but glance at the blue sky, I suddenly remembered Mom

I just sighed and felt the air with smoke hit my face

due to the movement of my eyes, a big billboard grabbed my attention, Sunghoon's face and it was like he was endorsing something, you look so handsome Hoon

I was smiling just staring at the billboard " You are like a star in the sky that is hard to reach."

I still admire you from afar. Even though you broke me into pieces.

Even if we weren't together then, if I were given the chance now, I would still want you.

it's like breaking my heart over and over again every time I remember the things you said to me that have never been erased from my heart

but I buried all that in oblivion, just to forget you

I thought I had forgotten you but why does fate seem to be pulling me closer to you

you are the one who crushed me and here I am until now suffering from knowing you.

I deserve to be happy even if I'm alone.

"I hope our paths don't cross again" I said while staring at his billboard at the same time as the cars were moving, I turned my full attention to the road, fortunately there was no traffic.

The trauma I suffered was so bad that I no longer trusted men.

Flashback

Seoul National University

On the Rooftop (3 years ago)

"Why do you want to talk here?"

"I need to tell you something" There is a trace of seriousness in his voice

" Is there a problem Sunghoon?" I asked because my hunch was different and I was nervous about what he would say next

"You have to distance yourself from me" He said making me wince

" What do you mean?" I asked crying

"Would you like me to tell you one by one" he yelled and I immediately bent down and bit my lip

"First of all, I don't like you, secondly, you are pushing yourself from me, thirdly, stay away from me, if you think that I consider you a friend, then you are wrong, you are a piece of trash to me, and what you think is that I promise you that I will make you a song, it will not happen. I'm not stupid enough to make you a song, you're not special to me, think what you want to think that I broke that damn promise tskk even if I will never like you, stamp that in your brain " The sharpness of his voice I know that he is very annoyed with me.

Sunghoon I'm hurt by what you say

" I never dreamed that you would like me, I just wanted to be your friend, I didn't know that you would think of me like that" I looked at him in tears

"I'm sorry if that's how you think of me, believe me, I have no intention of ruining your life," I said

"I'll be even happier if you disappear from my sight forever" he said still, making my tears fall even more.

After  saying that he left me here on the rooftop. I fell to my knees crying

" I won't show myself to you anymore" I cried while holding my chest, the hurtful words he said to me hurt so much, I never thought he would say that to me.

End of flashback