Vent

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Sorry guys but I won't update today cause im really sad, down today. I know no one is reading this but I just need to vent... I have friends but when I need them they are not here. I feel alone. Last night I was just crying, I kinda messed up my parents night. Im such a freak, I need to take pills, happy pills, otherwise I can't be normal, I can't breath well or do things right! What kind of life is that? A life that without pills would (maybe) end? I though I had recoverd this, I though I had beaten depression, I though I had killed my suicidal vibes. But I did not. Im just so sad and empty. Im listening to a song by simple plan and crying. I am fighting with myself not to get my razor but ill watch a mivie and be okay bye

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