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prologue?

this is from Kaylee's viewpoint

Hi I'm Kaylee Astoria Swift.
But please, just call me Kay.
By the way, does anyone else think my name sounds weird? No? Just me? Alright.

And yes, Swift as in Taylor Swift. She's my sister.
Pretty cool right?

Well I guess it depends on how much you like her and her music. But in my opinion, she's pretty darn cool so I'm proud to be her sister.
However, I hate it when people only refer to me as 'Taylor Swift's baby sister' or something like that.

Anyway, here's my story and everything that went down in my life, pre-book.

So I was born on February 17th 2001 in Nashville, Tennessee. I'm the youngest of three children. The two of them being 11 and 8 years older than me (by birth year).

And I was born with a dick. Yes, a legitimate dick. It's very rare that a baby is born with the opposite genital of what it is biologically.
Only very few people know about that tho, which is for the better anyway.

What that mean for me basically, is that I have a fully functioning dick, just like men do. But I also have female hormones, meaning I have boobs, no excessive body and facial hair, physically I look like a woman (if you take away my crotch area) and I have a high voice. Well just a voice that's obviously female.

So basically, I look and sound like a woman, but can't do what women can, giving birth to new life. If you limit the ability to only reproducing, which I would never even dare to limit a woman to. However, I definitely could play a part in creating a new life (I think you know what I mean).

I was an accident, even though my parents always deny it, it's pretty obvious. Almost no married couple that have two almost or already ten year old children and are in their forties want to have another baby. Yet, here I am.

Growing up I was showered with love, just like my older siblings. Therefore, I developed a strong bond to my family.

This bond is still very much intact. Which is surprising, since I've grown to hate almost everyone. My family, band mates and very few other people being the only exception.

Throughout my whole childhood, I always had an interest in music and writing. Probably because Taylor, my older sister if you haven't gathered that yet, became a successful singer when I was only five.

It was really cool to see her success in all the ways she did. Just like our brother Austin. But it was also a bit depressing, because the two of them moved out when I was only nine, or eleven in Austin's case.

Due to Mom and Dad working in Taylor's team, we were almost always gone for a couple of months every year, making it hard for me to have a normal school experience.

However, that changed halfway through middle school, when I finally had the balls to tell them that I didn't want to do that anymore. So they gave me options, I could either get a private tutor and be home schooled, or I could stay with my aunt.

I chose my aunt.

Due to that, I had a normal high school experience. Well somewhat normal at least.

You see, I always had problems with my mental health. Being diagnosed with adhd and high functioning asd at a very young age.

If you don't know what adhd is, well it's basically just your brain being wired differently. Meaning that it works different than 'normal people's' brains. The same goes for asd.

Adhd is basically just when you can't seem to focus on one thing at a time. Making you appear like you have no focus at all, which is not true. It's not a lack of focus, it's the inability to dedicate the focus to one thing at a time, especially if you're not interested in it. On top of the focus issues, there's also the high levels of energy that you can't just simply geg rid off by exercising. Of course, moving your body helps, but there's still some energy left that can't be let out through sport or whatever. It's hard to describe, I'm sorry.