okay before we start, I wanted to say that I am not romanticising substance abuse or addiction of any kind at all.

Neither am I encouraging anyone to abuse any substance!
Drugs of any kind are bad for you (except the ones you get prescribed by your doctor). They might help in the moment, but they'll affect your whole damn life (not in a good way).

So please, if you struggle with any addiction or abuse of any sort or just anything like that, please seek out help.

It might be hard to ask for it, but believe me, it's worth it










a/n:

there will be a whole lot of smut in this book, just so you know (bad one at that)

and the readers that come from my other book already know the thrill:

please comment, because I'd love to her y'all thoughts/reactions





















- January 30th 2021 • 9.55 a.m -




Kaylee's POV


I'm woken up by a loud banging sound on my door, ripping me out of my peaceful slumber.

"Yo Kay, get your ass out here. We have business to do for fucks sake!"
Lucas, one of my band mates yells through the wooden door, making me groan due to the irritating voice.

Untangling myself from the arms of the girl I slept with last night, aka. my ex whom I definitely shouldn't have hooked up with again but it's whatever.

As I get up I can't help but notice that a certain body part of mine has a mind of its own.

Like every morning.

"Oh not now you shit."
I groan as I try to think of something that disgusts me to try and make my boner go away.

Deciding to just get dressed and hope that my body will stop pumping blood into my wiener. So I pick out a sports bra and put it on, applying
some deodorant, then throwing a hoodie over top. Pulling knee high sock up as I'm still waiting for the boner to go away.

But it's hopeless, especially because I can see the nude back of my ex girlfriend bein displayed wonderfully as she lays on my bed.

Pulling my boxers up, hoping that I'll be able to just stuff it in somehow. But it's no use, since a) it just won't go in there and b) it hurts.

"Hey let me help you with that."
The angelic voice of Madison, my ex sounds from behind me, as her hands wrap around my genital, pushing my boxers down my legs a bit.

As soon as her soft hands come in contact with the sensitive skin of my dick, I let out a desperate whine. Bucking my hips forward on instinct.

Madison probably woke up because of my whines of pain and frustration at my morning wood.

"Shhh, it's okay just relax."
She whispers into my ear, before stepping around me and getting on her knees in front of me.

Keeping eye contact as she slips the head of my member into her mouth, immediately sucking on it. Throwing my head back, I let out a groan as she takes the first couple of inches in her mouth.

Eventually stopping, so she wouldn't gag, before slowly bobbing her head back and forth. Due to us having dated for a couple of months, she knows exactly what to do and how to make me cum fast. So after however many minutes, I spill my seed into her mouth, hearing her swallow it, before she pulls away.

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