Rhea Ripley Imagines/Smut

I Won't Ever Leave You

Trigger Warnings-Panic Attacks/Anxiety

Description- You have abandonment issues through your parents and Rhea accidentally abandons you in the grocery store. GirlxGirl

(Your POV)

It's late in the evening and you were busy doing a massive shop with your beautiful girlfriend Rhea.

You both arrived home from an exhausting tour the day before and you didn't have food in the house but because you both arrived home so late; a food shop had to wait.

You hated anything to do with public crowds and it creates anxiety and full on panic attacks which you have found hard to control over the years.

But once you met and fell for Rhea for the first time; you instantly felt safe and she has been helping you cope better with your anxiety ever since.

One of the main reasons for your anxiety is because of your abandonment issues through your parents which you've never fully healed from and Rhea tries her very best to keep you calm and safe during public crowds.

The tour is now over but its been hard since you've had to meet a hell of a lot more people so you did up your dosage on your anxiety meds which you didn't tell Rhea for a good few weeks before she finally found them and whilst you knew she wasn't cross or angry with you...you did feel something off.

But Rhea since has reassured you everything is ok and that she was never disappointed in you for not telling her about increasing your dosage.

"Hey Y/N; do we need anything else" Rhea asked you sweetly as you pushed the trolley walking towards the checkouts "I don't think so baby; just dog food that's left" you responded as you drifted off into your head thinking about the tour.

Although you had fun; your anxiety had increased a little too much at times which made you question whether starting therapy again wouldn't be such a bad idea.

You'd rather endure therapy and work on decreasing your dosage since you despised taking medication altogether.

"Hey babe; we said we'd get those waffles we wanted" you turned around but Rhea was no where in sight.

"Rhea...Rhea where are you" you called as you felt your chest becoming tight with anxiety and your breathing becoming restricted.

"Rhea baby" you continuously turned your head searching for that once source of security within your life but Rhea was no where to be seen.

"Demi baby...I'm really frightened" you admitted as you clutched your chest with both panic and anxiety rising through your body.

"Fuck Rhea" you panicked as you clutched your chest with one hand and the other gripping hard to the trolley to keep yourself stable.

Rhea never normally walks off without her telling you so this was out of character for her but the one thing that she's always told you is....if she's ever not there then you stay where you are and she will find you.

On the rare occasions when Rhea has disappeared; you listened to her and stayed put to which she has come straight back searching for you.

By now you were unable to control your breathing and your chest was rising and deflating rapidly which only increased your panic and you knew you were heading for a full blown panic attack.

You eventually collapsed to the floor and you didn't care people were around you; all you wanted was Rhea by your side decreasing your panic attack.

"She'll come back....she'll come back" you whispered to yourself trying to reassure yourself.