What would you do for your best friend; that has lost her eyesight and can only see colors in blurps? You introduce her too your 4 green ninja turtle friends. Because the reason she went blind in the first place was because of me.
becoming a father was easy being a good one is even harder. its starting off as a trial to watch the mother of my child lay in her bed so venerable so beautiful. im so worried about her sensi said women are strong and are made to cary a child but what of a mutant child? im worried that ill lose her and our baby. i must do all i can to make sure shes comfortable. that she has everything she needs.
april told us that all 8 test were positive and donnie snagged some medical equipment that will assist us in her pregnancy. the iv helped and now shes eating soda crackers and drinking ginger tea. my women has never looked so weak. hell she is strong even now. its just her body is changing to accommodate the childs growth. from the books donnie and i have found ive been reading them like crazy. i want to know everything i can. ive been in the garage planning away what this child will need im building a crib and a rocking chair for her and the baby. my wood working is going to come in handy. i want to carv turtles into the chair and crib. donnie wants Dibs on the dresser and changing table. leo wanted the pleasure of making the mobile. as for mikey he wanted to get all the toys and paint the kids room. im moving into her room, as for my stuff. im building a big cabnet for it.
watching my women sleeping in her bed it looks like shes a dream in the clouds.
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as i look around her room i notic things its so light , dreamy . its so her. and im the one out of place in it. she likes soft things, and im hard why does she like that?
"Raph stop thinking that you dont belong in here."
"what makes you think i was thinking that?"
"i know that frown pout of yours."
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she laughs at me. at least shes laughing and feeling better. she gets up to sit in my lap.
"i love you Raphael, and you fit with me in this space. you see the wood, sturdy strong polished shine stained some imperfections scratches; beautiful to look at. thats you. and all the soft fluffy is me surrounded by the would that protects it. and raph you do have a soft spot." she tells me.
"and what is that" im confused.
"your lips, your eyes, your heart, the soft spot you have for me and your child." she says tracing my lips with her fingers. i lean in to kiss her. this women i cant describe how much i love her. she then tells me to look under the sheet in her easle.
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its me. this is how she sees me, i look soft yet hard. like how she described. when i look back at her she smiled at me so loving i began to tear up. i go back to her pick her up to cadle her in my arms. laying her back on the bed i lay next to her i rub her belly as she places a hand over mine.
"you my love are going to be a wonderful father. i just know it."
this is it donnie said its time. the baby is coming, i panic like no tomorrow. i'm not ready. i hold (Y/N) hand she has like a vice grip on mine. if this is the pain shes feeling right now. oooooooowwwwwwwwwwww! she pushes the final time. April takes the baby to get the muck out of the babys noise and mouth. i panic because the baby is still not crying. (Y/N) is worried, and in 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 cry. the breath i didnt know i was holding comes out in a rush. its one of the most wonderful sounds right now.
"its a girl" April announces.
holding my daughter shes so small. looking over to my lady shes smiling so soft at me and our daughter. i know right then if anyone hurts them id kill them.
waking up my girl was not next to me. i heard her down in the kitchen with mikey. hes getting her something to eat. she has got to be feeling better no if shes eating.
"my son whats wrong?"
"father. im a scared."i hated to admit it.
"every father to be feels like that i still feel like that. it will never go way. your children will take up your time and you will always worry. you want to protect them from all the evil.its natural and i know you will stop at nothing to protect them. i pry you have a son. because if you have a daughter you will be so protective." he chuckle's
"i wouldnt be that bad i dont think." i frown "i want it to be a girl im already dreaming of one."
