from bikes to badges

gone??(Dom pov)

My world just exploded....literally

The bridge my girl was tied to is gone. And this son of a bitch is smirking.

"LUCA" I finally heard Hondo was in front of me

"Luca are u good" he asked he was pissed

I nodded and spun Hondo held my arm as I watched that son of a bitch enter the squad car.

I froze "Luca come on man we'll take ya home" Hondo held my arm

I simply walked to black Betty and I punched the door. I got inside and the crew just watched
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Hondo pov

"U think he'll be ok" hicks asked

"He just watched his fiance die ...hell no" I said I walked and got inside black Betty I told the others to take the chargers

"Luca" he didn't respond

"Luca" I turned to see my old friend staring at the ground tears streaming down his face. He let out a gutteral scream and punched Betty

Luca will never be the same
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)Back to Luca(

My life is gone.

I picked up my phone and called Jax

"I just heard the explosion it better not have been her" he answered

"The son of a bitch chained her there and detonated it while he surrendered " I got out

"GODDAMN IT" I HEARD

I'm coming down town

I hung up and said "let's go to HQ" I sounded broken

"Luca u need to go home" Hondo said we still sat there

"No I need to hear this assholes excuse I need to see him locked away" I said

"Luca I will take u but u stay by me at all times am I clear" I nodded and we left

We made it to HQ and I got out to see my paren
"Dominique what happened" mom asked

I just looked down and kept walking "son " I heard

"Don't " was all I said I over heard Hondo explain what happened and my mom broke down

Dad followed me

"Son please I'm sorry for how I treated her ...

"It doesn't matter any more" I got out

"What are u talking about " he asked

"The bridge she was chained to it and he blew it knowing she was" I said as jimmy was brought in

My father looked over and back to me"she's dead?"

"Dom go to the locker room" Hondo yelled

I just went I have no time for dads shit. Jax showed up and he had Xander .

"Dom" I heard" hey little man"

"I wanted to get him safe" Jax said suddenly

"He's always safe with me. " I said

"Good" Jax suddenly turned and punched Mumford's guy square in the jaw.

He was arrested on site for assault and he'll meet jimmy on the inside.

I took Xander with me. "Luca he's not ur kid" street said

"Luca my daddy" Xander said and hugged my neck I smiled as I knew I wasn't really but he's 3.

Hondo came over "so ur takin the kid" I nodded and he went on. I cried that night . For the first time in forever I really cried.

I returned to work the next day after getting mom to watch Xander and was confronted "Luca u don't have to be here we have clean up" hicks quietly told me

"I'll go home when we find her" I said I haven't smiled since Xander called me dad. He thinks his mom got a bad owie that's y she's not home .

I have this feeling that just won't go away. Like we missed something. But I can't place it.

After another 10 hour shift I went back home to my boy.

"Dom" I heard as I got out of my jeep

"Hey buddy " I hugged him

"Mommy all better?" He asked I tried not to cry how do u tell a 3 year old his mom's dead. I can't .

We ate supper and I put Xander to bed . Mom still stayed with me. Xander was sleeping when a knock came at the door.

I opened it revealing my dad" what do u want" I growled

"I'm here to fix my family I'm sorry Dom" mom came up "I talked to him earlier Dominique " I just moved and he came in.

"What do u want" I asked again

"I'm sorry son" "I am"
He said

"That suppose dto make up for making Sarah leave? "

"She was willing to let me go so we could get along so  she didn't tear us apart. I proposed to her and she's gone . I watched her die and all u cared about was pride" "sorry isn't gunna fix it dad" I said I went up stairs to check on Xander

When I came e bad down my dad looked down "we'll talk but my son is upstairs and I won't get into it with u like at ur house." I said

"Ok" is all he said when black Betty suddenly appeared with hicks Hondo and street "Luca we need to go now" hicks said

"I got Xander I can't"

Hicks looked to my parents and whispered something to my dad"let's go son"

"What am I missing here" I asked annoyed

"A female washed up on Laguna we need u" my heart sank

I nodded and went to my jeep. Dad drove as we pulled up to regional

We went inside to see the docs going crazy hicks went to see what's up and his face lit up

"Luca" he yelled I ran to see the elevator open and the EMTs wheeled in my life