Tom Kaulitz one shots

Not like them

Words: 894
Warnings: Vomiting, Self image,
-Ed
-Sad
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Me Tom, Bill and his girlfriend, and the others, we're hanging out at the mall.

We where just hanging out, looking in the shops, and having fun.

Until I saw a group of girls walk by.

They were pretty, with the perfect body's. And the perfect looks.

And I couldn't help myself, but fell insecure.

I saw the others look at them aswell, but they seem to just be like normal strangers to them.

We stopped at a shop, because Georg, Gustav and Tom wanted to go in and see what they had.

Meanwhile, me and Bill went into a makeup store.

While we were looking at different products. And trying them on.

I realised, that the girls were there too.

I looked at them, and their every move. As I saw them laughing.

Their curves, we're showing, and I looked slightly Down at myself.

I felt like I couldn't do anything else, then look at them.

That was until I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"You okay? You seem to zone out" I heard Bill say.

"Oh yeah, sorry, I'm fine" I said, as I turned around to face him, and I smiled.

And it seemed like he noticed what I was doing.

"You know your also really pretty right?" He said looking at me.

"Oh yeah! Thank you" I said, not knowing what to say, as I was lost in the thought about the girls.

"Okay good" bill said with a smile, as we continued trying on different products.

I pecked around at them, every now and then. Trying not to make Bill notice.

~time skip~

The boys had now come out of their store, and we were finished.

We went into an H&M together, everyone.

And we just looked around. Trying on some clothes, having fun.

As I was looking at a shirt, I saw a picture, of one of the models of H&M, wear a pretty, very tight shirt.

I couldn't help, but notice, how pretty and perfect her body was.

I almost lost myself in it. But I looked away.

As I turned around, I saw another girl, with a perfect body.

I almost felt like crying, as Tom hugged me from behind.

"Hello pretty girl" he said kissing my head.

I felt a feeling of relief, as I felt his touch.

"hey" I said as I sighted.

"You okay?" He asked me, as he turned me around to face him.

"Yeah, never been better" I lied, straight to his face.

"Okay good" he said.

And as he that, it reminded me of when Bill asked me if I was good.

~Time skip~

We got home. And Bill and his girlfriend came to me and Toms house. And we continued hanging out.

We ate some food, and watched a movie.

During the movie. I felt guilty.

Guilty for eating.

And I had to make myself fell better. Or I won't get through the day.

"Hey guys, ima go use the bathroom real quick" I said.

"Okay baby" tom said, as he let go of me.

I got up and headed to the bathroom.

When I got in there, I looked myself in the mirror.

ew.

Was my only thought.

I looked at the toilet, and sat down beside it.

I took a deep breath, and took two fingers, and took it down my throat.

I threw up.

I made sure no one heard a thing.

5 minutes later, I couldn't get myself to get more up.

So I stood up, and flushed the toilet.

I cleaned myself up, and looked in the mirror.

I still hated it my body. And I hit myself in the stomach.

My stomachs started to hurt, so I went out to the others again.

"Hey baby you okay?" Tom asked me, as he saw me come out

"Yeah I'm good" I lied again.

"Okay, good" he said, as he motioned me to come lay back down.

~time skip~

Toms POV:

The movie finished, and y/n and Sarah/ bill's girlfriend, had fallen asleep.

"Tom, something seems off about y/n" Bill said, sounding worried.

"I know" I said, as I looked down at her.

"She looked at the girls today, and the models of H&M." Bill Said looked at me, like he knew something.

But I couldn't get the hang of it.

"What?" I said looking at him confused.

"Tom, she's insecure" Bill said, sounding sorry.

As I heard, him say that, I felt guilty.

I hadn't noticed.

"Oh shit" I said.

I heard y/n make a tiny snore. And I went down to her face to kiss her.

I kissed her I told bill I was really quick going to the bathroom.

When I came into the bathroom, it had a smell of puke.

I looked in the toilet, and saw it was a little dirty.

She had made herself throw up.

As the thought came to my mind. I ran out to Bill.

"Are you okay?" I heard bill say concerned, about me running out of the bathroom.

"Bill.." I said.

"What" he said, as he went into the bathroom

"wow" he said as he noticed it as well.

We both stood there felling guilty. Not knowing it would take this turn.

"She made herself throw up." He said