Chapter 5

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Me and Tengen haven't talked since that whole steamy moment. I won't lie that may have been the best head I've ever gotten.

But, that doesn't make up for the fact that he has three wives.

I feel guilty even though he said they would "love me".

Whatever it was a one-time thing, I can't get involved with the Demon Slayer corps let alone a Hashira.

Right now Tengen and I were patrolling around the houses looking for any suspicious activity.

"So, any family? Do you work for anyone?" Tengen asks while still walking.

" what's it to ya," I say looking away for him.

"I just want to know a little bit about who I'm working with," I look down at my feet.

"No family except a brother that I don't even speak to nor do I know where he is. I've been alone for a year and a half now, I work alone to protect people," I say looking at my feet the entire time.

"Why don't you just join the demon slayer corps? I'm pretty sure you can become a Hashira on the first day,"

I stopped I'm my tracks and look up at the sky.

"My biggest dream ever was to become a Hashira, but because of the way I grew up and the shit I did in the past, I just can't it's better for me to stay in the shadows than people knowing my identity," I say looking back down.

"You don't have to feel guilty forever y/n...I was forced to kill most of my siblings I was a Shinobi after all, but I joined the demon slayer corps to be better, and not like the rest of my family," Tengen says grabbing onto my shoulder

I feel tears starting to form in my eyes.

What the hell is happening a-am I crying?! I haven't cried since I was young.

Suddenly I fall to my knees and just start crying. Tengen gets on his knees and brings me into a warm tight embrace.

" I think that if I die protecting someone I'll be able to go to heaven and clear my sins!" I sob into Tengen's chest.

I remove my head from Tengen's chest and look up. His face is looking down at me.

Why do I want to kiss him right now?

 But not in a sexual way which is weird for me.

I lean in and wrap my arms around his neck and lean in and kiss him. His soft lips on mine just feel so right.

This feels different from before like this kiss means something.

Maybe being a fourth wife wouldn't be so bad...

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Very short chapter I'm sorry I'll make up for it. the next chapter will be short too but ill make up for it!

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