It has been 2 days since I have kissed Bill, I haven't left my room other than to use the bathroom. I've been crying so much my face looks like a puffer fish that got squished into a balloon. I thought over and over to myself how much of a mistake I made, I knew bill didn't like me so why, why did I do that. This would probably ruin our friendship forever, I just wish he felt the same, because I don't like Tom I like HIM it's always been him helping me and being kind, it should stay that way. I don't know what do about this... but for right now I'm going to watch movies under my covers to try and not this about this whole mess as much.
About an hour later I had to use the bathroom but I have been holding it off because I don't wanna run into anyone and make this any more awkward. I slowly open my door and sprint to the bathroom. I sigh as I close the door behind me.... I was ready to leave the bathroom after I was done, I sprinted across the hall not looking until I rammed into someone's chest. I was about to say sorry but I look up and it's bill, when I realized that I quickly ran to my room and shut the door.
But when I look back to the moment I realized he looked like he had been crying too, why did what happened hurt him that much, have I had it all wrong I don't know but I'm so confused.
As much as I want yo hug him tight I can't.. at least not yet.
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A/n: I literally took like a 7 week break and nobody reads these but idc😭😭
