-bills pov-
I needed to get my mind off y/n . I ask Tom to drive me to the liquor store to hopefully forget about her. He seemed disappointed but still agreed driving off. Tom said he would buy me anything in the store knowing it was his fault why she lost her memory. I took a bottle of gin and a pack of beer and said "I'm ready Tom" He gos the the register and pays for the stuff not bothering to show hid Id.
I had took a bottle of beer to the balcony climbing up to the rooftop just sitting there feeling the breeze in my hair. I thought to myself what if I just jumped, I have nothing else to live for. I stood up and closed my eyes when I heard a voice "wait are you Bill please don't jump if you are" I open my eyes to see y/n standing there almost in tears. I burst into tears running to her hugging her. Yet she mouthed out "why where you going jump?" I look at her shaking saying "I had nothing else to live for" she's crying now and squeezed me tight saying "I'm never letting you go.. ever"
We climb back down to the room and I say "it's late we should get to bed" she agrees and we hop in bed. I'm about to fall asleep when I feel something grasp onto me and I look down to see y/n cuddling in the chest. This makes me blush a lot and I just squeeze her back. All of everything in that moment felt right.
-toms pov-
I knew I had done everything wrong and couldn't help going to the bathroom to open my drawer and get the blade. It's been a year since I've done this I just couldn't help it as I felt the pain slash across my wrists I felt my heart drop knowing it was wrong.
The next day I woke up and looked at my scars grabbing my Nike wrist bands and slipping in on my wrists before getting ready.
-time skip-
It was now lunch and as usual I had a girl I'm lap. Bill and y/n looked disgusted but I didn't care. The girl in my lap started kissing me and slid he hand up my sleeve causing my wrist bands to come off. Shit shit shit shit, I quickly grabbed it and slipped it back over hoping nobody saw. I told the girl on my lap to leave I just couldn't risk stuff like that. I was quiet the rest of the day
-y/n's pov-
I see Toms face drop as the wristband falls off and I look at his wrists seeing little scars. My face dropped in shock and I couldn't keep it off my mind the rest of the day.
Why, why would Tom do that out of all people?
I just couldn't take it anymore and hoped in my car driving to the Kaulitz house. I arrived knocking on the door, Tom answered as usual and this time instead of him being mean I just hugged him. I knew he needed it and he hugged my back, I looked up to see Tom crying. I felt so bad for him and pulled him up to the bedroom. I asked if I could practice my drawing on his hand and he agreed, but instead of doing that I pulled his wristband off of him.
He gasped and quickly covered up his wrists. He was so shaken and sayed "w..whhy would y-y..ou d..do that?" I didn't give him a verbal response I just showed him my inner thigh with the same scars. He started sobbing and pulled my in close hugging me soo tight and not letting go. I hugged him back and led him to the bathroom saying let's fix this.
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A/n: I HATED WRITING THIS IT IS SOO SAD I CANT BRO IM CRYING SM!:(
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