project buddies☆ | baek dohwa

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as we walked in, dohwa still had his grip on my wrist, as we moved into the lounge it got tighter. not a sore tighter just like a soft tighter????? anyways. i look back at him while we were heading into the lounge and he was looking down all red. is he okay???. i dragged him into the lounge and made him sit next to me on the couch, there was a bit of a distant between us but dohwa got up and moved closer to the point our bodies were touching. i blush and turn to him seeing her was all red, wait is he sick....?.

"dohwa are you okay??? you're all red and hot."
i said worriedly.

"i-i'm f-fine. don't worry" he mumbled out.

"you're sweating though" i said now feeling his forehead with the back of my hand.

he was really hot, must of been because he was wearing a long sleeve and black pants.

"it's just hot. don't worry.."

i thought for a while till something clicked in me.

"let me get you something to change in" i said walking out of the room.

i searched in my room too see if there was anything he could fit. i almost gave up till i found a pair of plain grey basketball shorts, this should hopefully fit him. i walk out of my room with the basketball shorts im my arms, seeing him sitting nervously made me wonder if he was more than just hot.

"here" i said handing him the shorts.

"you can go get dressed in the bathroom, its just at the end" i said pointing.

"thanks" he said standing up and walking towards the bathroom.

i watched him enter the bathroom, sighing i feel back into the couch. this is so awkward, i don't even know what to say or do, i sighed looking up at the celling wondering what i should do. also about dohwa he looked so nervous, he wasn't this nervous when i first started so why is he now. i heard the turn and saw dohwa walking out with the basketball shorts one, they looked good on him and looked like they fit. i looked up at him and realised he was SHIRTLESS????? WHAT THE FUCK. when i realised my eyes widened and stared at his body for a few seconds. he had abs oh my god.... he looked so hot shirtless. (AU:the things i would do to see dohwa shirtless😔). i blushed at my thoughts then suddenly turning away covering my eyes.

"d-dohwa w-w-wheres your shirt??????!??!" i said panicking a bit.

"i got it soaked trying to wash my hands" he admitted.

right that sink is a pain to manage.

"d-do you want me to find you another one????" i questioned still looking away.

"i don't mind. you can look too i don't mind.." he said.

i unblocked my eyes and saw him looking away scratching his neck. god he looks so hot.

"o-okay i'll just find one real quick" i said standing up and walking towards him.

he was still standing by the bathroom, and my parents room were just next to it so i had to get close to him. as i approached him i avoided eye contact with him, this was WAY TOO MUCH. i thought i was fine till i tripped myself, i was too focused on his imagine, he looked so handsome. i yelped when i tripped WHICH WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF DOHWA. i accepted my fate till he lucky caught me, his muscular arms wrapping around my chest and his other holding my lower body.

"jeez you should be careful" he said

"t-thank you" i said gaining my balance then looking up at him.

his eyes were low, his blonde hair just covering his eyes. his stare was so hot, it cast a spell on me. i regained my thoughts and awkwardly searched through my parents room trying to find a shirt for dohwa. i couldn't find one... i forgot to say dad took all his clothes incase he needed something from home for his outfits. i sighed, could this get worse??????

i awkwardly walked out, dohwa was now sitting on the coach, his arms resting on top of the couch and his legs spread out. god... my hormones🤨. i walked towards him awkwardly.

"so um.." i said looking away from him.

"hm" he hummed.

"i forgot to say my dad took all his clothes... they're currently away on a trip.." i said looking away still.

"oh well i don't mind being shirtless if you don't mind" he asked.

"yeah yeah i don't mind at all"

"why do you look so nervous and not looking at me?" he questioned.

"no reason..." i replied sweating at this point.

"if it bothers you that much i'll just put it back on.." he said standing up and putting his drenched shirt on.

"NO YOUR GONNA GET SI-" i said pushing onto him in an attempt to make him stop, but ended up pushing him down.

he fell down lucky not hurting himself and i fell on top of him, my head on his chest and half my body off the couch. basically on my knees in front of him. my hands were perfectly placed on his chest as i used him to push myself up, making me look at him and when i did i saw him already looking at me, his face always got me. our faces were far, as we maintained eye contact i felt dohwa get up (basically sitting up) which made me fall down him till he wrapped me arms his arms around me stopping me from falling any further. now i was on my knees in front of him while he was on the edge sitting while looking down at me. his arms were still wrapped around me which caused him to lean down, our faces inches away.

he started to close that gap between us, slowly moving in. was this happening ??? at first i thought it was but then realised the other times so i didn't panic till he closed his eyes and was still leaning in. WAIT ARE WE ABOUT TO KISS WHATENSNSMSKSKSK. my mind was racing, i didn't know what to do, i just stared at him. i saw him open his one of eyes then felt one of his arm move from my body to my face, his finger went under my chin and pushed it up lightly, i moved my chin up and his hand moved from my chin to my face. he was cupping it.. OH MY GODKSSK. i closed my eyes and moved up a bit, now following him. my face was all red, i can't believe this is happening, im going to kiss dohwa RIGHT MEOSKSMSMS. before i had time to collect everything, i felt his soft plumped lips against mine slightly pushing in deeper. of course i kissed back but it felt so nice, his lips felt so good against mine, it felt like heaven. the kiss went on for a few seconds before he lightly moved from my lips. i didn't want to open my eyes yet. just as i was about to open them i felt his lips against my forehead, a passionate 5 second kiss then pulled me into a hug. basically pushing me into him while he grabbed his arms around me.

"i'm so sorry y/n, for ignoring you and not saying anything. i was so scared to face you and i didn't know what to say, i wanted to tell you for so long but when i saw you after school yesterday i felt so bad. you looked so sad seeing me and i knew it was because of me. i have a reason for not seeing you but for now, i'll make up for it. im sorry y/n... i really am. i've missed you so much.."

that was enough for me to cry, tears began to escape from my eyes. he was an asshole for doing that but him saying he missed me and apologising made me cry. i silently sobbed into him, bring my arms up to hug him back. it felt nice to finally have dohwa back, i know he's not mine but i missed him so much. he missed me too. thats all i need.

"let it out y/n. im here for you" he said hugging me tighter.

i cried for a few minutes, i was happy that he was feeling how i did about him and that its not one sided. he actually cared. once my crying calmed down he cupped my face, making me look up at him that revealed my red eyes and tears down my cheek. i look up at him sadly, i was still kinda sad while he gave me a guilty look. he used his thumbs to wipe my cheeks before placing another kiss on my forehead and smiled. his smile was so warm and something i missed a lot.

AU: i was listening to emo music while writing this so sorry if its sorta emo😔. anyways hope you guys enjoyed this chapter, sorry if it doesn't really seem like dohwa or sloppy💔

sorry for the long chapter too..